I tell myself I won't cry myself to sleep every night
But I always fail at it
Every night as I put my head on my pillow
I stare at the ceiling
Every possible negative thought comes to my head
Some of those things never happened
They're just made up worlds in my head
What if they don't love me anymore?
They never loved you
Does she actually love me like that? Or does she just feel bad for me because I'm not good enough for today's standards?
She's pitying you
Do my friends like me?
No, they never will like you. That attitude sucks!
Will Dad ever love me or brothers?
No, that's why dad left you with nothing
I count
One
Two
Three
I feel as if a lump formed in my throat
My eyes start to sting
Tears form at the brim of my eyes
I am crying now
I let out gentle sobs
Sobs meaning I need help
What if everything I think is true?
YOU ARE READING
This is what comes from my mind
PoesieI wanted to share some poems I wrote, I don't think they're amazing. But you might so if you'd like you can check some of my poems out :3
