I am not a five year old anymore
I'm sorry I went from liking pink and purple to black and white
I went from wanting to be a princess to wanting to be famous
I'm sorry I ask for a lot of things
I'm sorry i'm not the perfect daughter you wanted
I went from a social butterfly to an antisocial shadow
I went from not caring about my body to being so ashamed of what I look like
I'm sorry that you don't know I don't eat a lot
I'm sorry that I force throw up everything I eat
I look at myself and I always think
Wow mom must really love you
She has to deal with your shit everyday
Maybe she loves you
Maybe she doesn't
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YOU ARE READING
This is what comes from my mind
PoetryI wanted to share some poems I wrote, I don't think they're amazing. But you might so if you'd like you can check some of my poems out :3