I Can't (Pinescone Ouran Highschool Host Club AU)

EDITED Chapter 5

Dipper's P.O.V

I growled to myself as Wendy walked over to Robbie. Yes, she was older than me, but ever since she joined this Highschool I've had a crush on her. She's okay alright? I've figured her out. She isn't going to be like any of my past dates. But then again, who's gonna love this sweaty awkward kid as everyone in the club says.

Robbie obivously liked Wendy, but not as much as I do. She goes to Robbie the most, only going to me one time. And I'm pretty sure that was because Mabel saw I was very sad that day. And did it out of pity. She does things out of pity a lot.

I decided to ignore them, if I didn't it would just make things worse for me and my love life. So I paid attention to the other people.

Mabel was talking to her friends, when a girl in the line cleared her throat, growing impatient. She should be, when Mabel talks it's for a loooong time.

"Oh!" Mabel spoke, facing eyes with her. "I'm sorry to keep you waiting! Who are you here to see?"

"I'm here to see the new kid." She said shyly and smally blushing.

"Greg? Hes a real cutie! he's right over there!" Mabel said, pointing to Wirt's brother.

"No, actually, I'm here to see the other new kid." The girl said as she brushed bangs out of her eyes.

"Wirt?!" Mabel faced him and then winked. "Hey Wirt, meet your first customer!"

I turned to Wirt who was gulping and looked nervous. Every time I look at him, I get this deep feeling in my stomach, like I was... Like I had a crush on him.

But that was none sense! I liked Wendy and that will not and won't change. I don't trust Wirt yet. Nor do I trust most people, anyway.

On the other hand, he is really cute and gets adorable when he's mad. And lucky for me he's mad a lot.

My thoughts quickly changed as I felt the smell of colone behind me and sure enough Bill scared the crap outta me. Once again.

"So!" He said, yelling into my ear.

"Aah!" I said, then seeing it was Bill. "Dude, don't scare me."

"I ain't apologizing." He laughed.

He hasn't apologized for any of the other worse things he's done, either.

"So, you looking at, Beatrice and Wirt?"

"I uh... I g-guess so!" What if he thinks I like Wirt...?! I don't! He's just doing to try and mess it up, and make me do what he wants me to do again.

Luckily, the ever so smart Bill was dumb this time. "It is a sight to see, his first customer. Meanwhile you haven't had any in a week!" He said, doing that trick where you pull your finger up from their nose to hurt them, after tricking the person to look down because of the lie that they had something on their shirt.

"Who are you to talk? You're not Mabel!"

"Technically I'm second in charge."

Crap, he is I forgot. He kind of tricked us so that he would be second in charge... it was a long story.

"Enjoying the view, Dipper?" Gideon giggled as he walked up to me. "But face it, Wendy isn't going to be into you."

"I'm not even looking at Wendy, small fry." I rolled my eyes.

"He's admiring how someone who just joined the host club can get the ladies so easily." Bill said to Gideon.

Gideon laughed again. "Man now we really see how Dipper is excluded!"

I ignored them and continued looking at Wirt and Beatrice talking. Beatrice was shy to him while Wirt talked to her trying to best he could to make her laugh, and he did. I couldn't hear what they were saying until one last line.

"Honestly, everyone here in the host club are jerks."

That put a pain in my stomach. I barely even talked to the kid and he thinks I'm a jerk... What did I do wrong? My mind became clouded, floating with memories, and before I knew it, I got angry and started to stomp off into the bathroom.

"Hey, Pine Tree where you going?!" Bill yelled but I didn't reply.

I walked into the bathroom and stumbled into one of the stalls, sitting on the toilet seat, and suddenly started to cry, in which I didn't even know why.

"Why am I crying, I don't even like Wirt... I like Wendy! I don't even care about what other people think about me.. So why?! WHY?!" I punched the wall and then cried again, my voice beginning to be a low whisper. "Who's my crush... And whoever it is why do they toy with my emotions..."

Suddenly I heard footsteps come into the bathroom, in which I was hoping it be Mabel, I could care less if she was in the males bathroom.

But it wasn't.

"D-dipper?" He spoke.

It was Wirt.