I Can't (Pinescone Ouran Highschool Host Club AU)

Chapter 7

Wirt's P.O.V.

It's been a few long weeks in Ouran and Greg has done surprisingly well. As for me? I've made friends with a girl named Beatrice, both outside the host club and inside, we've talked a lot. The hatred for most people is slowly fading away.

"Wirt!" Mabel yelled. "Beatrice is here!"

I got up and faced Beatrice, my regular customer and smiled kindly. "Hello Mad'am, have a seat." I said on the chair and her on the couch, and Mabel poured us some tea to enjoy.

I've gotten use to how to be a host and since there's no way out I've decided to just follow along and do as I was told. Jason has already done the worst to me after I didn't do what he wanted. We definitely aren't the closest brothers in arms in the club.

"So Wirt how are you?" She asked me.

"Good, you, lovely?"

She laughed, "your so funny!" She said, punching my arm.

Suddenly my happiness inside turned to sadness for some reason, what was this feeling...?! Why am I sad?

Little did I know: It was because Dipper was watching me.

Dipper's P.O.V.

After I finally realized I had a huge crush on Wirt, Wendy and Robbie didn't get on my nerves anymore. Well, Robbie did. I still hated his personality. He isn't very nice to me and I'm the same to him.

But the one thing I did feel was jealousy.

Jealousy of Beatrice.

I've known Beatrice for a few years but we've never talked. She's always been Wendy's friend though. And now that she's taking a liking in Wirt, my feelings pummeled again.

I really thought Wirt liked me, but he and Beatrice seem pretty close. Those times we hung out were for nothing. But I can't force love... someone else already did that to me.

It's alright. I just need to look away. And to stop being in love.

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Wirt's P.O.V

I took off my clothes and changed into casual ones, then sat in my desk chair with a book. But I couldn't focus. I've been having anxiety all day ever since Beatrice came. What happened...? I put the book down and sighed trying to think clearly.

Was I supposed to like Beatrice...? She's been getting close to me slowly... But I don't feel the same. And...

I cleared my throat and started to write down my feelings. Like I said, I mindlessly spoon out my deepest thoughts.

There he goes walking with his friends
Little does he know he's got my heart tucked in his back pocket
I stand there waitin' for you to notice
That I'm crushin on you, boy, and I just can't stop it

He flashes a smile and I melt like butter
He speaks to me and I can only stutter

Here I stand staring at my feet
When he walks by, can he hear my heart beat?
It's got its melody when he's around
He picks me up when I'm feeling down

When he looks into my eyes and smiles
Can he see how much he drives me wild?
He's adorable and wonderful
Incredible and unbelievable

I wish I could tell him everything I feel
And hearts not the only thing I want to steal
His breath, his kiss
I wanna be the one he'll miss

When he closes his eyes
Wanna be his last goodbye
His most treasured
Forever...

I looked at my writing that I mindlessly wrote and my eyes widened.

Oh no.

I think I like Dipper.

Ever since our talk we've been hanging out in school for a while and even though he's dorky, I've found his nerdy side, and it's adorable. We share the same interests, and everytime I look at him, my face flashes red, and...

Gosh, he's perfect.

(POEM IS NOT ADMINS I FOUND IT ON THE INTERNET AND I GIVE CREDIT TO THE AUTHOR WHO IS UNKNOWN)