He Taught Me How To Love (Harry Styles Fan Fic )

Chapt.7

Katrina's P.O.V

I have sat in my room for weeks on end, trying to figure out how to get Maddie out of that hell hole.I have not eaten or seen any of the boys or the girls. I was depressed. I just felt like it was all my fault that she was there all alone. I could not adopt her but I was scared for her life if someone adopted her for all the wrong reasons. I was crying into my pillow when someone knocked on my door.

"Come on love it has been 3 weeks. You have to come out and eat. This is not good for you and this is not helping Maddie if you die." Simon yelled through the door, he told me this everyday. I am done living with these scars,dreams, and memories but I knew I had to be strong for Maddie's sake. I stood up and washed and changed into jean shorts, a wife beater and toms. I took a deep breath and looked at myself in the mirror, I looked horrible with all these scars but there was nothing I could do. I had to be strong and show Maddie there is nothing wrong with who you are. The past is the past. I opened my door and went downstairs and there stood the five boys that I love more than anything else in the world.

"Katrina."Harry whispered looking at me with sad eyes, I appeared miserable with bags under my eyes, scars, and bad hair.

"Thank goodness you are alright." Louis spoke up and came over and hugged me so tight I could not breath. But I liked it, it made me feel loved and wanted.

" I am going over to the orphanage and I am taking Maddie if they like it or not. And you guys can not stop me. So do not waste your breath." I demanded with all the confidence I had, they all raised there eyebrows at my new found confidence but it did not last long.

"Absolutely not, not until we figure out a plan." Simon yelled with full seriousness in his voice and it made me flinch away from them

"You try being in a place where no one loves you, feeds you, hits you, and tells you everyday how worthless you are and that you are going to be and do nothing. I lived there basically my whole life and I am not letting Maddie live through that. I do not want her to go to the last option like I did. She is so much better than that. I wish I had someone there loving and fighting for me all those years. I wanted to die and not be on earth. I wanted some to tell me that everything was going to be o.k that someone loves you, that you are not worthless and that your are going to do something with your life. But I didn't. So I tried so many times and every time, someone found me. I have to live with these scars for the rest of my life, letting me know what I did. But I will not let her live like that. I made a promise to myself and her that I would get her out of there and I am not breaking that promise."

I screamed with tears streaming down my face the boys, girls and Simon stood there frozen staring at me. I just opened up to them for the first time. I was crying aNd having visions back to the time when I was cutting. I started to sob and collapsed to the ground, but before I hit the ground strong arms wrapped around me and pulled me tight to their chest. Those arms belong to one person. Harry.

I sobbed into his chest and he let me, he did not try to tell me its O.K. your O.K. He just held me and that is exactly what I needed. I did not calm down and I started having an episode. When I get to worked up I start to hyperventilate and I stop breathing.

"Kat, look at me Love." Harry screamed I could not focus on anything but the memories in my mind.

FLASHBACK

"You are worthless why don't you just kill yourself. No one loves you or ever will. Your just a waste of space." My peers sneered at me, I ran to my room crying.

I went into my bathroom and looked at the razor blade I have used so many times. I closed my eyes and just did what I had to do. I laid on the floor hoping no one would find me. I wanted to die. I wanted the pain to go away.I wanted to see my parents and grandparents and love them and they would love me. I sobbed on the bathroom floor, I was slowly loosing consciousness when the door flung open and there stood the paramedics. I thrashed and screamed for them to let me die, to leave me there. All I saw in there eyes was pity. That is all I ever see. They had to sedate me in the ambulance to calm me down. I lost consciousness and I thought this was it, I was going to die. Finally. But the next day I woke up in my room in the orphanage and I was back to square one.

HARRY'S P.O.V

Me and the lads sat waiting in the hospitals waiting area. Louis called the ambulance when Katrina lost it. She started screaming and saying awful things. I sat with my head in my hands, I knew I liked her but in this moment I knew I liked her more than I thought.

"Simon Cowell,for Katrina Heart." The doctor came out, we all stood up and waited for the doctor to tell us what happened.

"I have been Katrina's doctor since she has been a little girl. She has these episodes when she thinks back on her memories. When they get so bad she starts to almost have a seizure. That is why we have to sedate her, sadly there is nothing we can do. We can try anxiety pills but I do not know how much that would help. But next time you see that distant look, try to shake her out of it maybe even music. You may go see her now, I would like to keep her overnight so I can check on her." Doctor Levi spoke, we all thanked him and we all went into Katrina's room. She was sitting up and had tears in her eyes

"Hey guys." She whispered she wiped her tears away quickly, she looked around franitcally and then her eyes landed on me and she relaxe. I smiled at her I am glad I have an effect on her like that.

"Katrina Heart Cowell, you gave me a heart attack." Simon roared she flinched and bursted into tears,we all turned to him and gave him the death glare.

"Kat, I am sorry, I did not mean it. You scared the shit out of me. I love you sweetie." Simon carefully whispered taking slow steps towards her. She gazed up and smiled.

"Say it again." She whispered with fresh tears streaming down her face, I wanted to walk over there and wipe them from her beautiful cheeks.

"I love you Katrina, you are my daughter now." Simon whispered while hugging her, she calmed down but still seemed on edge.

"What happened back there." I ask slowly not to startle her, she gazed over to me. She took a deep breath.

"It happens when I relive memories from my past. It has gotten better but they will never go away. It is like I'm trapped back in time. I am sorry." She whispered and she had a far look in her eyes, we were holding her hand when the doctor came in.

"We have your medication, take it everyday until you feel like you do not need it." He said, we all nodded and left for Kat to get dressed. She came out of the bathroom with yoga pants and a sweatshirt with her hair in a messy bun.

"Ready." Simon questioned, she eagerly nodded and we desended from the hospital.

"I am just going to go up to my room. Night." She whispered and made her way up the steps, I sighed and ran my hand through my messy curls.

"I do not know what I am going to do with her." Simon exasperatedly said and slumped on the couch.

"Love her. That is all she needs. She needs us to love her." I said and ran up the steps to Kat's room. She laid in her bed sleeping peacefully. I walked over to her and kissed her on her forehead and moved her hair from her eyes.

"You are mine. I will do whatever it takes to make you mine. I love you Katrina." I whispered and snuck out her door and leaned against it and smiled to myself. She will be mine.

THANK YOU FOR READING ! ! ! ! ! SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! WHAT DO YOU THINK  ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? MORE ABOUT KATRINA'S PAST. . . . . .   ARE KAT AND HARRY GOING TO BE TOGETHER OR WILL THERE BE SOME DRAMA ALONG THE WAY ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

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