He Taught Me How To Love (Harry Styles Fan Fic )

Chapt.13

Harry's P.O.V

I felt something on my stomach, a tickling sensation. I slowly opened my eyes and there was a finger tracing my abs and tattoos. I looked down and noticed that the finger belonged to, Katrina. I smiled down at her, glad that she was being bold, brave, and that she felt comfortable around me. I brushed her hair with my fingers. She turned and looked up at me, with a smile and bright eyes. I smile down at her and cupped her cheeks.

"Good morning love." I whispered. My morning voice made my voice deeper and huskier than normal, which made her shiver in delight. I smiled, I am glad I have an effect on her, even if she denies and does not emit it.

"Good Morning Harry." She turned and laid her head on my chest. She sighed when our little moment was ruined by the lads barging in, just wearing their boxers.

"AHHHHH HAZZA!" Louis screamed and tackled me and Katrina. She squealed and rolled off of me and onto the floor, with a mph.

"Kat, are you okay?" Liam offered his hand, which she gladly took. I pushed Louis off of me, and pulled Katrina towards me and kissed her cheek.

"Aw look at you two being all lovely dovey." Louis cooed, I rolled my eyes and laughed at him.

"Can you guys give us a minute to get dressed, we will be right down." I glared at them, motioning for them to get out. Zayn got the jester, and pushed the guys out and winked in my direction. I smiled and turned her in my lap.

"Sorry about them." I mumbled and threaded my fingers into her hair. She wrapped her arms around my neck

''Why do I feel so safe with you? Even the first time we met, I knew you were different. You didn't scare me or make me uncomfortable. When I am with you I forget about my past and everything bad that has ever happened to me . I want to be spontaneous and affectionate towards you. Right now I want you to kiss you. " She spoke, smiling at me. I rubbed my thumb against her cheek.

"I really really like you Katrina, I know it is way early to say the L word, but that is how I feel about you. I want you to feel those feeling towards me, I want you to feel safe, comfortable, spontaneous, and affectionate towards me. Do not be afraid to act like that towards me, because that is how I feel about you too and I want you to feel the same way. And I have wanted to kiss you since the day I saw you behind that counter. " I stared into her eyes, and I leaned in slowly. Letting her decide if she wants to push away or kiss me. She leaned in and our lips met.

Katrina's P.O.V

Our lips fit perfectly together, my insides felt warm and fuzzy. I leaned in closer to him, and he held me closer. He kissed me so gently, like I was going to break, which made me smile. He cares about me. I forgot to breath, and pulled away gasping for air. I blushed in embarrassment., I quickly covered my face with my hands.

"There is nothing to be embarrassed about K. Let's go downstairs and get some breakfast in you, Alright" He smiled and pecked my lips before getting out from under me, and going into the bathroom. I laid down on his pillow, and sniffed in his scent, I slowly drifted back to sleep.

Harry's P.O.V

After I was finished in the bathroom, I opened and the door and there was Kat sound asleep. I closed my mouth quickly, making sure not to make a sound. She needed her sleep, she needed to catch up on lost sleep time. I snapped a photo of her and quietly left the room, heading into the kitchen. Eleanor and Perrie were over making breakfast in the kitchen, while the guys were in the living room, thinking of new song ideas.

"Harry, where is Katrina?" Liam asked concerned, I smiled daddy direction always worried about everybody all the time.

"She is fine, she just fell back asleep, which is good she needs to catch up on some missed nights." I smiled remembering her soft pillowly lips on mine. The boys gave me creepy smiles, making me confused.

"What?" I asked confused by their silent treatment, they shook their head, going back to writing. I sighed trying to focus, when I heard foot steps coming down the steps. Kat was dressed in ripped capris and a long sleeved shirt. I sighed, it was hot out and she was covered up. I know she is uncomfortable, but she shouldn't be ashamed. I smiled at her, which she returned. She started walking towards me, but before she could make it to me, she was captured by Perrie and Eleanor. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair. The ladies called us into the kitchen for breakfast. We all took a seat and dug in.

"Any new song ideas boys?" Eleanor asked sipping on her tea. We all sighed and shook our heads, we were having major writers block. We were all laughing and throwing ideas around, but Kat caught my eye. She was drinking tea, and that was it. I glared at her, and she shrugged. I sighed, baby steps Harry, baby steps. After we ate, we headed to the studio, which Kat tagged along for. We walked in and Kat immediatly ran into Simon's arms.

"Nice to see you too sweetheart." Simon laughed, I smiled at their relationship. She was finally getting the father figure she needed. We left and went into the back room and started singing some tunes. We decided to take a break, and find Simon, but we heard a voice coming from the recording booth.

"Who is that?" Niall questioned, we all shrugged our shoulders and went into the room, to see Kat in the booth. She was singing Skyscraper by Demi Lovato. She stood with her eyes closed and tears streaming down her face.

Skies are crying, I am watching. Catching tears drops in my hands.

Only silence, as its ending. Like we never had a chance.

Do you have to make me feel like, there is nothing let of me

you can take everything I have

You can break everything I have

Like I made of glass. Like I'm of paper.

Go on try to tare me down, I'll be rising from the ground like a Skyscraper. Like a Skyscraper.

We all stood in aww. You could tell she sang from her own expierence, she sang with passion, pain, and sadness. I teared up, hearing her pour her heart out.We listened and then she just broke down while singing.

As the smoke the clears, I awakening and untangle you from me

Would it make you feel better, to watch me while I bleed

All my windows, still are broken, but I'm standing on my feet.

She sobbed and couldn't continue on. We all stood in silences, letting her grieve. She felt those lyrics, she lived those lyrics. I rubbed my eyes, cleared my throat, and went into the booth.

"Come here baby." I whispered, she turned and sobbed into my chest. I held her tight, maybe almost too tight, but I wanted her to feel and hear me. I wanted her to know she was safe, and that nothing was going to happen to her. Her past was over, and that is my job to show her that.

"It's okay baby. You are okay, nothing can hurt you, I am here. You sounded beautiful. Let it out. " I whispered into her hair, she held me closer. The boys stood staring at me with sad eyes. This was going to be a long journey for her to fully recover, but Idon't think she ever will fully recover. I mean who can? Who can forget the abuse, the hateful words, and the feeling of uselessness. That's the thing you can't forget, but I will try my damn best to help her forget and live a full happy life, with the lads, Simon, the girls, and especially me. I will do all this, because I love her.

Katrina's P.O.V

Crying into Harry's chest made me relize I am safe. I am protected. Loved. Happy. This is a fresh start for me, and Harry was apart of that new beginning. It is going to be a long and painful journey, but it was all going to be worth it in the end. I need to get better, for not only myself, but for my family, friends, and especially Harry. I need to be the girlfriend he deserves, not some screwed up girl, who is sad all the time. If I don't get better, I will either go down a terrible dark path, again, or Harry will let me go, because I could not love him fully, and that is the scariest thought of all. Harry letting me go, but he promised not to let go. I am holding onto that promise. I am starting fresh and becoming someone that I should have been a long time ago for him, because I love him.

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