He Taught Me How To Love (Harry Styles Fan Fic )

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Katrina's P.O.V

These past few months have been really hard, the medication has been making me really tired, depressed, and lonely. On the other hand my episodes have stopped, I do not want to stop the medicine, but it makes me feel sick. I was currently getting dressed to go to the studio with the boys, they were recording their new album. I dressed in ripped jeans, bootie heels, and a cute cream sweater. I braided my hair and tied it in a messy bun at the end. I took my pill and went down stairs where the boys stood all dressed and ready to go.

"Bout time love." Liam said smiling at me I rolled my eyes and followed them to the car. Paparazi buzzed around us when we arrived at the studio. While we were walking in I heard questions from all around

"Your ugly, why are you with One Direction?"

"Are you a charity case?"

" Those cut marks on your wrists. Your disgusting."

I just closed my eyes and pushed the tears away and turned off any emotion. I pulled my sleeves down and walked into the studio.

"Leave Katrina alone or so help me."Harry gritted out, Liam and Zayn had to pull him inside before he flew off the handle. I blocked out all the bad and focused on the lads voices. Harry was shaking with anger and disgust, I cupped his cheeks and stared into his green orbs filled with so much anger, frustration, passion, but a flicker of an emotion I could not pin point.

"Harry, calm down it is o.k."I whispered and rubbed my thumb on his cheek, this movement seemed to make him relax

"How can you say that Kat. They just said horrible things about you and your not going to defend yourself? You are going to let them walk all over you? Uh, answer me!" He boomed I flinched and took steps back, I shut off all of my emotions and walked away leaving Harry screaming for me to come back and that he was sorry. I did not turn around and just walked into a vacant recording room. I sighed, a sigh of relief. I was alone. I sat there for a few more minutes before I decided I should find the boys. I aimlessly walked though the building until I heard five beautiful voices.

"Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain. I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days." Harry sang, listening to the boys sing Story Of My Life. Was amazing, After they were finished I smiled at the lyrics. Th goys walked out of the studio and went to go listen but Harry turned to me and engulfed me into a big hug.

"I am sorry love. I did not mean to scare you, I just got bloody angry when they said those things about you." He said with a soft face, I cupped his face with my hands and storked his cheeks

"I know Harry, it is just me getting use to having people care about me." I said smiling he gave me his crooked grin. Someone wrapped an arm around my shoulder

"Come on princess, lets go get some food." Niall said jumping up and down, we all rolled our eyes at him, and headed out to the car. We pulled into Simon's flat and walked into the kitchen, were Simon stood.

"Hello, how was recoding?" Simon asked the boys, I ignored their conversation and started cooking. I lost myself in my pasta leugine dish, when I heard someone calling my name. 

"What." I screamed spinning around to see everyone seated at the table, including Eleanor, Sophia, and Perrie. 

"Nothing Katrina, we were just making sure you were o.k. We have been calling your name for five minutes." Simon softly spoke with his hands up, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath

"I am sorry, I-i just got lost in cooking. I did not mean to snap, it was just a reaction." I mumbled looking at the ground. I did not wait for a response. I made everybody a plate and sat down with mine.

"This is absolutely delicous. Thank you" Everybody spoke with full mouths. I smiled and nodded. After dinner we all sat down and started playing cards.

"How is Maddie, Kat." Liam spoke, I smiled at her name

"I visited her and she was not there. She got adopted. I went and found her smiling and laughing with her new family." I smiled at the memory glad she is finally happy. I excused myself and went to grab a pill. I looked at it and dumped all the pills in the sink and turned the faucet on. I was tired of being treated like a piece of china, even though in times that is what I felt like.

"What are you doing! You need those." Simon shouted and turned the faucet off trying to save the pills. I stared at the sink. This was a new start a new beginning. I was going to live freely and happy. The boys flooded into the kitchen

"No. I am done with the pills. It is time I face my fears and I live life not being scared and fragile. If I have a flashback I know you guys are here. And that is all I need. Is you, the girls, and the guys." I softly spoke looking up from the sink. 

"No, do not say anything. I made my decision. I am going to bed. Goodnight everyone, I love you all." I said and kissed everybody on the cheek, while I was walking up stairs I heard Simon whisper

"That's my girl." Tears filled my eyes, I have not heard that in forever. I wrapped myself in my blankets and slept a dreamless peacefull night

THANK YOU FOR READING AND FOR BEING PATIENT! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! WHAT DID YOU ALL THINK ?? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? IS KATRINA FINALLY GOING TO BE HAPPY, OR WILL SOMEONE OR SOMETHING TAKE AWAY HER HAPPINESS? ? READ AND FIND OUT ! ! ! !

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