He Taught Me How To Love (Harry Styles Fan Fic )

Chapt. 21

Katrina's P.O.V

"Finally !" I screamed jumping onto my own bed, in Simon's flat. After two weeks in Orlando, Florida we are finally  home. I sighed in relief and comfort of my own bed. Simon is busy lately with Lauren and Eric. Lately, he has been distant from me. I decided I would make everybody a meal. I started making the roast beef, Yorkshire pudding, roasted potatoes, cream of corn, and gravy from the meat juices. We all needed a traditional meal together. I heard the door slam and people making their way towards the kitchen.

"Hello love, do you want some help?" Lauren asked sweetly while holding a sleeping Eric.

"That would be great." I smiled and continued making the pudding. Arms wrapped around my waist.

"You look so sexy when you cook." Harry nipped at my neck, making me moan in pleasure.

"Really guys around the food, get a room." Niall screamed , making me blush profusely. Simon came into the room

"Don't get a room. Why would you suggest that your dimwit." Simon scowled and slapped Niall upside the head. I looked down and started on the potatoes mumbling under my breath.

"What did you say?" Simon questioned walking closer, he had this look in his eye.

"I am not a little girl. If I want to have sex with Harry, I will. I have been controlled my whole life, I know you mean well but those decisions are for me to make. " I spoke and turned around, his just stared.

"I just want you to be ready and sure that Harry is the right one because we know he as been around a lot." He spoke, I spun around and stared at him. Harry looked at the ground.

"That is the past. If you want to bring up the past we can. I was raped by my own father. A father I once loved. Harry found his escape from the world from other girls beds, but that is his past. " I spoke defending Harry. Of course it hurt to know that he had many girls, but who am I to judge.

"Do you not respect yourself?" Simon screamed. I squeezed my hands into fist, forgetting I was holding a knife. Gasping, I dropped the knife to the floor. I felt the pain in my hand, but I was use to pain. I felt the blood drip down my hand and onto the floor.

"Respect. I am not a slut, yes I have looked for people in the past to take away the loneliness, but once they saw the scars it was over. Harry didn't. He loves me. That is all I need. My innocents was taken a long time ago, before I even knew you. It was not my choice, but it happened and I am slowly coming to terms with it. I will do whatever I want with whoever I want. My Life. My choice. My heart. So if that means I don''t respect myself, then so be it. " I spoke with anger, sadness, and hurt in my voice. Silence. The only sound was the blood trickling down my hand and splattering onto the floor.

"Come on love." Harry whispered grabbing my arm. He led me upstairs to the bathroom, where the boys followed. I sat on the counter and stared at the blood. I stared at the blood swirling in the sink with the water. The unpleasant smell hit my noise making me feel ill, but I could not tare my eyes away. My life was the blood and I was swirling out of control, once again. My life going down the drain.

"Hey. Look at me not the blood. " Liam spoke touching my cheek. I turned and look at his chocolate brown eyes.

"There we go." He smiled, but I saw my eyes in his and mine were dead. Lifeless. Sad. Pained.

"No, no. Baby stay here with us. Favorite song " Harry frantically spoke, I turned and looked at him. I was shutting down and they knew it. The wall I have slowly lifted up is now quickly going back down.

" He doesn't want me. He did it just for the tabloids." I spoke chuckling, but they stopped moving and stared at me. I was joking, but I guess it wasn't a joke.

"He did it for money and fame. " I screamed, they all looked sad. They kept it from me. I looked at my hand to see it had a bandage on it. I jumped off of the counter and went into the living room. Simon sat there with his head in his hands

"Katrina sweetie I am sorry." Simon spoke standing up to meet me, a smack filled the room. Everyone gasped. I stared at my hand and his face. I slapped him. I am a monster. Tears streamed down my face

"Kat-" He started, but I shook my head. I should apologize, but he doesn't deserve it.

"Don't sweetie me. I know what you did. You didn't adopt me out of love and kindness, but for money, fame, and attention. My whole life has been filled with pain and betrayal. I don't need it anymore. I hate you!" I screamed, his expression became pained and sad. Before I changed my mind, I turned around grabbed my coat and slammed the door. I pulled my hood over my head, protecting my hair from the pounding rain. I decided I would walk to the park. I sat on the swing and let the tears fall. I heard giggles and laughter fill the park. I looked up and saw a family of six. The parents had two older boys and two younger girls. I stared at the youngest daughter and gasped. It was Maddie. A smiled spread across my face to see her carefree and playing with her new siblings. They chased each other until they fell on the ground in fits of laughter. She finally got the life she deserves. I smiled and got up from the swing, deciding it was to time to head back.

"K !" I heard a screeching voice, I turned around and there stood Maddie. She squealed and ran and jumped into my arms. I held her close crying into her hair. She hid her head in my hair. Her family walked over and seemed hesitant towards me. I pulled her off and kissed her nose.

"How are you squirt?" I smiled, she smiled at her nickname.

"Good ! This is mum, dad, Tim, David, and Poppy." She pointed at her new family. I stood up and shook their hands.

"Hello it is nice to meet you K. We have heard so much about you." I smiled at the lovely mother and sighed.

"Thank you. " I spoke with a thick voice, they nodded. I did not have to explain further.

"Hawry" Maddie screamed and took off running, I turned around and there stood the boys, drenched. Harry picked her up and spun her around. Her mum called her over

"I wove you Kitty Kat." I smiled and kissed her cheek

"I wove you too Minnie Mouse." She jumped into her fathers arms and the happy family walked away. I smiled and a arm wrapped around my waist turning me around.

"You all knew and none of you said anything. " I spoke and they all sighed and shook their heads

"It was just in the beginning but the whole adoption thing was because he wanted too. I promise." Louis spoke, I nodded and felt betrayed, but I also felt bad for saying I hated him. Because I don't. We all walked back, Harry and I hand in hand. When we reached the Flat we saw commotion and decided to check it out. Lauren stood there sobbing.

"Simon car crash" She mumbled, I ran towards the intersection. There were people everywhere . Police and ambulance. I saw Simon laying in the middle road with blood pouring out everywhere. Arms wrapped around my waist. I fell to the ground and screamed.

"DON'T LEAVE ME! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME, DADDY! DADDY I LOVE YOU!" I screamed, sobs racked my body. Harry pulled me to him and held me tight.

"She called him dad." Niall whispered. He was right. I called him dad. The ambulance pulled away with my dad in it. We went to the hospital and waited for dad to be out of the operating room. When he was out, I sat beside his bed and held his hand.

"I love you daddy. I am sorry."  I spoke and kissed his hand. I laid my head on the bed and fell asleep to the beeping of the monitors.

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