Won't Give Up [Book 4]

August 25th

August 25th,

Sometimes, I feel really stupid. I am talking to you and I know that you can't answer me.
But in a way, it somehow helps me relax.
I know, weird.
But I have been meaning to ask you: what did you what to do for your career? I know you like to draw and that you can play the guitar (I still didn't tell the others...) And you are really good at building things.
You just never told me and I was curious.
And me?
Well, that's a good question (even though nobody asked me...)
I wanted to be a teacher. You know, for little kids. Like... Pre-K to around 2nd grade. Somewhere around those grades.
People would ask why I would want to do that. I may have anger issues... But I love kids. And being a teacher for little kids, that could be fun...
I don't know.
I don't like telling people this. They may laugh and think that I am not qualified for it because... You know... Anger issues.
But I know that you wouldn't laugh. You would smile and say that I should go for it. You would support me. You would be there for me.
But now, I am here for you as you lay here

Please wake up...
Astrid <3