Won't Give Up [Book 4]

October 10th

October 10th

Um... Hey... 
Snotlout again.
It's hard coming here now...
Because what I did, it scares me now.
Thinking that this could be the end. 
Or, there is still a chance of waking up...
But that's the thing...
It's been eight months.
I know people have been in a coma for years... But with your past...
Is it really worth it?
But now I am really paranoid. I am waiting for Astrid to find out. Waiting for her temper to explode and put me in the hospital.
When she does find out, she won't be happy. I don't know if she will forgive me.
but I just hope she understands that I am doing this for you. I know what you went through and I don't know how much only one person can go through without snapping.
But you? You have been dealing with so much crap since you were 5. For 15 years. The stress can't be good for anyone.
But for everyone's sake, just wake up. 
This must be weird for you though... me caring about you...
I know I never did a good job doing that.
But now that I am the only family that you have, know that as your family, I did it because I care about you.
And trust me, I wasn't easy making this decision. 
Now... I leave the rest up to you...

Now you can make your own choice...
          Snotlout