Trouble || l.h

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Mihyun's POV

"Let go off me!" I yelled while tears ran down my face like a lake. Luhan was holding my arm tight with both of his hands while he burried his face in my arm.

"You don't need to do this!" he yelled and looked up at me with teary eyes. "Chanyeol! Chanyeol! Someone!" he continued yelling. While Luhan was holding my right arm tight my left arm was glued into the rail.

"Luhan, did you find her?!" someone yelled back to him. I couldn't see anyone, it was too dark. The cold wind made my body shiver and legs shake in fear. As every second passed I got more and more scared. If Luhan lot go off my arm, I would probably collaps in fear. I didn't know what to do anymore.

"Please, help me!" Luhan screamed and I could almost hear the questionmark on the boys' faces.

"Luhan, I don't want to live", I said calm and looked down at him while my tears fell down my cheeks.

"You can't do this! You can't! You can't", he said as his voice got lower and lower.

"It's not your opinion, Luhan", I said as as laugh of fear escaped my mouth. "Let me go", I looked deep into his eyes. He only cried without any words. I could still hear the boys yelling after Luhan, but Luhan didn't answear any of them. Kyungsoo suddenly appeard, running towards with a shocked expression glued on us.

"Boys! She is at the bridge!" he yelled and more noise from the others could be heard. Kyungsoo threw his arms around my body like a backhug and tried to drag me backwards on the bridge again, but I could resist his action by leaning myself forward to the water. Kyungsoo hadn't a choice but don't drag me backwards, or he could fall into the water with me.

"Don't do this, Mihyun", he said with a low voice, but it was clearly shaking.

"Let go!" I screamed my throut out. Luhan was still in shock, but he didn't loose his grip once. In the same second sirens appeard everywhere. I forgot about everything in my mind and just burst into tears.

"Mihyun! You can't do this!" I could hear Chanyeol, I turned around again and saw him running with heavy steps towards us. He was crying more than me, so much more than me. The rest of the boys came running after Chanyeol, everyone with a questionmark on their faces. And after them a policecar came with an ambulance just behind it with full sirens. 

Suddenly I couldn't feel Luhan's touch anymore, and I got even more scared. But the policecars took my attention. My eyes widened, it felt like I was a criminal trying to escape. Honestly, I was a criminal. I didn't care about my family until they were all gone, and then try to escape my own guilt. People runned out of their cars and towards me. While I tried to escape Kyungsoo's grip in fear, one of the policemens took over Kyungsoo's grip and roughly lifted my over in one move. He laid me down on the ground and at once Chanyeol came running towards me as I sat up and hugged me while he was sitting on his knees, crying like a baby in my shoulder.

"Why are you doing this?" Chanyeol cried, I felt really bad for him. He was like a brother to me just like Baekhyun, and now I had hurted him too. The only thing I could do in my life was hurting my nearest, that's why I wanted to end it.

***

I didn't show a single expression with my face after I was back on the bridge. I just looked straight forward for a few minutes while Chanyeol was answering some questions to the police because I didn't want to talk. Someone from the ambulance team had laid a carpet over me and tried to talk to me, but I didn't even look at them. Everyone annoyed the shit out of me. Couldn't they just leave me the hell alone? Baekhyun was again the only one in my mind. I couldn't imagine my poor brother in a hospitalbed all alone. I wanted to hear his laugh, see his smile. I wanted to see him so bad, if he was alive at all.

"Mihyun? We are going to the hospital", an young woman from the ambulance team said to me and smiled. My eyes sparkled, Baekhyun, I could go see Baekhyun. I nodded and Tao helped me up and escorted me to the ambulance with the lady. Chanyeol followed when he was done talking with the policeman. The boys waved to me when Chanyeol and I went to the hospital, everyone except Luhan. He suddenly disappeard when the police arrived, I didn't know why.