Trouble || l.h

8

Mihyun's POV

"But how did you guys get inside my freaking house?" Chanyeol asked as he rubbed his neck.

"It wasn't that hard, the key was in the mailbox", Lay said and Chanyeol sighed.

"I have to find a new place, thanks for making my life hard!" Chanyeol whined and lay down in his bed. We was sitting in Chanyeol's messy room. Well, I was sitting in his closet, it was nice there, smelled nice. Since I wanted to be alone and cry without anyone knowing it was the perfect place, the boys hadn't even spotted I was gone.

I was thinking about grandma and Baekhyun all the time, they didn't fade for one second. I was wondering if Baekhyun was even alive and if my poor grandma have met mom and dad yet or even Baekhyun. I wanted to know what happened to them. What would happen to me now grandma was gone, and maybe my brother?

"Wait! Where is Mihyun?!" I heard Xiumin yell and I hold my breath to not get spotted in the closet crying.

"Did she run away?" Tao asked in a worried voice.

"The hospital?" Suho said. I was struggeling to keep myself silent, I was still crying and it wasn't that easy to not make any sound with my subbing.

"Quiet", Luhan said and everyone hold their breath, even me. "I can hear her", he said and I bit my lowerlip.

"How can you hear her, I can't hear a shit?" Sehun asked and tilted his head.

"It's like I can hear her heartbeat", he said and made my heart flutter. But I still didn't know if he really cared about me or if he just was a playboy. I hugged my knees while I was biting my lowerlip to hold my breath. But suddenly the door opened and I looked up at Luhan. I forced a smile to show I was okay. Some of the boys chuckled but I didn't last long, I started crying with no shame. Luhan sat down on his knees and looked at me while he smiled the most beautiful, innocent smile I have ever seen.

"Please don't cry", he said and stroke his fingers through my hair. But suddenly Kai stood up and lifted Luhan up by his clothes and pushed him in the wall.

"Stop playing with her heart!" Kai yelled in his face, but Luhan only rolled his eyes. This time I didn't understand what was going on.

"Kai, calm" Xiumin said and took Kai away from Luhan.

"You are always playing with girl's heart! We have always just watched you, but you are never giong to hurt Mihyun! Do you hear me?" Kai shouted. I was still in shock, what were they talking about? What had Luhan done? I stopped crying because of the shock and only stared at them.

"What have I done to you, Kai?" Luhan smirked which made Kai thighten his fist in Luhan's face.

"It's because you don't have anyone, so you seek attention in those girls, right? Because your father is a fucking drug dealer! He doesn't even care about you!" Kai raised his voice and Luhan's smirk faded. Drug dealer? Luhan's father?

"It's enough Kai" Suho said and tried to make Kai sit down but Kai denied.

"How dare you hit on Baekhyun's sister when he is at the hospital you fucking jerk!" Kai yelled again and I was still sitting in the closet all shocked. I didnt know what to do.

"It's enough Kai!" Kyungsoo said and made him sit down. Luhan looked down at me. I stared back at him with a completely blank expression.

"Mihyun, come here", Chanyeol said and tapped on his bed. I clumsely walked out the closet and was about to fall because my weak and shaky legs, but Luhan took around my waist before I fell. Again his touch made my body shiver, but I came to my sense got myself out of his grip.

"Who are you?" I asked while I was standing in the centre of the room looking at Luhan leaning his body on the wall. Drug dealer? I didn't understand.

"Someone you should stay away from", Xiumin said which made me turn to face him, but straight back at Luhan again. He smirked at me, but I didn't show any reaction, I just stared. Suddenly my phone started ringing, but I didn't care about who called me, but the ringtone. It was Baekhyun playing piano, my favourite piece. He recorded it on my phone one time I was sick and wanted to hear him play, but he needed to go to school of course. But I also use it as my ringtone. I forgot all about Luhan and felt on my knees. Chanyeol stood up in shock and started shaking my shoulders.

"Mihyun?" he asked with a soft and calm voice at first, but I couldn't reply, I could only hear Baekhyun playing, nothing else. "Mihyun!" he yelled, I looked up at him with teary eyes. "You are scaring me!" he said before he lifted me up in bridalstyle and laid me on his bed. I turned my body towards the wall and started subbing.

"Who is calling?" Lay asked and pointed at the phone who was still ringing. Tao picked it up and loud girl crying could be heard from it.

'Mihyun! Are you okey? I have been calling you all day! How is Baekhyun? Where are you?', a girl screamed, San. Tao sat her on speaker mode, but that wasn't really neccesary. You could hear her anyway.

"It's Tao", Tao said.

'Why do you have her phone? Where is she? What have you done to her?' she kept bombing with questions. I was still looking into the wall and wasn't planning to move at all. Somehow Tao understood it and placed my phone on my ear.

"What?" I asked with a cold voice.

'Are you okay?' she asked with a more soft voice this time.

"I want to die, San, I want to die!", I said and sat up in the bed as I threw my phone in the wall. I stood up and runned out of the room in a speed of light while I was wiping my tears with my palm.

"Mihyun!" I could hear the boys yelling but this time I was much faster than them and runned out of the house without any socks nor jacket. 

My legs kept running, I didn't know where but I will rather be alone than with them. I couldn't believe my grandmother was gone, just like my parents. And Baekhyun, if our last moment was a fight, I would never forgive myself. I would rather die than live without him. I slowed down my speed when I actually had runned towards the city. It felt like I got dragged towards the hospital to find Baekhyun. Only the city bridge was left until I could get inside the hospital and find Baekhyun myself. I started running over but I couldn't run anymore, I was out of energy. I sat down and looked at the few cars who was driving over. The clock was already 3AM and almost no life was seen except the few cars.

I should have said that I loved her back when she replied on the messege. I should have listened to Baekhyun, and don't make him so worried. I should have practiced harder on the piano when mom and dad was with me, I wanted to show them how good I was. But I didn't do any of those things. I did never show how much I loved all of them, and now almost everyone were gone. I was crying again with my forehead leaning on my knees as I sat on the bridge all alone. Alone, I needed to get used to the word alone. Now I didn't have a choice but to be alone.

But I had one choice. I didn't need to be alone. I stood up and wiped my tears as I looked at the beautiful lake under me. My legs shook while I climbed over the brigde's rail. I looked down at the lake again, the beautiful moon reflected in the shining water, almost crying for me. I wasn't sure if this was the solution, but if Baekhyun now was dead, I didn't want to live anymore.

"You just need to let go off the rail, Mihyun, and your worries will disappear", I whispered to myself, I felt a tear running down from my eye and on my cheek. I closed my eyes and relaxed every muscle on my body.