Trouble || l.h

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Mihyun's POV

Is it weird to want to be alone when you are lonely? Whenever I was sad for any reason I would always want to be alone no matter what. Maybe because I never had someone to talk about my feelings with either. When my parents passed away my brother and I moved in with my grandmother, but I had never talked to her about my feelings. It just felt weird. My brother too, he had never talked to anyone about his feelings, only once I cried in his shoulders and we talked out just the two of us, but never again. Me and my brother was really close, he is the only one I could trust my life on. He was always supporting me and was there for me.

Of course I had my friends, but they were always so happy and energetic to take anything serious. And of course I didn't want to spoil the mood with my depressing shit. Well, I hang out with them for a reason, I am a kinda crazy type as well. But since my only ones passed away, I had been quiet and cold. Anyways they would make me smile for no reason, they were real friends.

"Mihyun?" I suddenly heard in my peace full mind. I continued dreaming about my chocolate cake who was waiting for me in the freezer. "Byun Mihyun!" the annoying voice yelled.

"5 more minutes grandma!" I yelled back, but I just heard laughter. I raised my head in a speed of light and saw my classmates laughing at me. I wasn't in my lovely bed, but in the classroom. I covered my cheeks because I was sure I would start blushing.

"Why are you sleeping in my class, young lady?" my teacher asked, but I didn't know the answer this time. I wanted to sleep? Everyone was laughing, except one. The boy in the back of the classroom next to the window. But, I wasn't surprised, he never laughed, or smiled, or talked, I don't know if he breaths at all. Luhan, had been like that since I met him.

"I-I'm hungry", I said and the class laughed even more, I even chuckled at my own answer. I wasn't even hungry, Mihyun, you are kinda stupid.

"Quiet! It's lunch in a few minutes. In the future you should pay attention Mihyun", she said and sat down in her chair.

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When the class was done everyone runned towards the canteen like animals to get food first, I'm not sure why, but I guess you are cool or something when you are the first. Please don't ask.

Every time I was one of the last ones, but I didn't even buy food in the canteen. I would wait until I got home and eat grandma's food, it was 1000 times better than the canteen food.

But this time I was really late.

"I'm sorry! Are you okey?" I said after getting up and tried to help the boy up, but he denied. I'm not surprised, the cold guy truly wanted to keep his image. Luhan. We both fell backwards, but I was fast up again to apologize the embarrassing moment. He brushed away the dust on his uniform and looked cold at me while he rubbed his neck with his right arm. I had runned straight into him while I was chatting with my brother, my face glued down in the phonescreen and didn't pay attention to where I was running. "Are you alright?" I asked again, but still he didn't care of answering me. "Are you mute? Or deaf" I asked again with a soft voice. Of course if he was deaf he would probably not answer, but I need to try.

"No", he simply said and walked away. I was staring blank in the air in shock, I have never heard Luhan's voice before. I tiptoed after him and tapped his shoulder. He turned and looked at me without a word as usually.

"Are you mad? Can you please forgive me? Did you get hurt? Do you need anything? Did your uniform get dirty?" I bombed him with questions, that's my usually me. No chill.

"No. I don't know yet. No. No. And no", he said and went off again. I was standing there still staring with a blank expression at the boy who walked away and in a second, out of my sight. 'I don't know yet' kept replaying in my head, what the hell was that supposed to mean. My phone vibrated again and 'Bacon sent a massage' x100 were all over my lockscreen. I opened them and he had just many stupid jokes, my brother are not the most serious type you can get. But some news messages made me laugh.

Bacon: ur frinds are annoyingggggg, they are asking where u are, where are u, cum to the canteen, serioooouuuslyyy, come now minion

-7 minutes ago-

Bacon: what are u doing cuuuuummmmmmmmmm

-5 minutes ago-

Bacon: MINIONI! NOW! THEY ARE GOING TO KILL ME, THEY ARE SO EMBERRISINGNWJ! MY FRIENDS ARE GOING TO LEAVE ME BC OF THIS ASDFGHJKL!!!!

-43 second ago-

I really don't know why he call me 'Minion', it's probably revenge for calling him 'Bacon'. But now my friends are calling me that too, and that's annoying. But nothing in my life is fair so I just have to live with it.

Bacon: IM GOING TO KILL U

-4 seconds ago-

As I walked towards the canteen I kept thinking about Luhan, 'I don't know yet'. Is he going to inform me when have decided or something? Or is he never going to forgive me?