Trouble || l.h

10

Mihyun's POV

I ran away from Chanyeol's grip and into a dark room with a normal hospitalbed inside. I was sure Baekhyun was there, the freaking sign said 'Byun', he had to be there. 

"No! Miss, please. You have to rest", the nurse said which made me turn to face her. But I tuned towards the door again and opened it slowly in case he was sleeping. His body was going up and down under the duvet, breathing slowly and peacefully. I smiled to myself while I looked at my brother, sleeping safe and comfortable. I talked to the doctors before I went with the nurse, they said Baekhyun's condition was stable, but he had the rest. The moment the doctors said that, I almost died in relief. I also had to thank Luhan and Kyungsoo for not letting me go, or I maybe wouldn't be here anymore. Who knows what Baekhyun would do if I killed myself. My mind wasn't that blurry anymore, I was so happy Baekhyun was alive. Of caurse grandma wasn't here, but she finally got rid of her pain. Baekhyun and I was always worried for her, I just hoped she was fine where she went.

I nodded to the nurse after I had looked at Baekhyun's body under the duvet for a while. Chanyeol took around my shoulder and the nurse escorted us to a new room. I sat down on the bed and Chanyeol in the chair. The room was neat and clean, a closet, small pictures of flowers and a little TV on the wall.

"Mihyun, Byun Mihyun, right?" she asked me and I nodded. "We just want you to stay her until your suicidal thoughts are all gone, but we already know the reason, right?" she said again, and I nodded while I bit my lowerlip.

I couldn't believe I tried to take suicide. I have never in my life thought about it, not even when my parents died, Baekhyun was there for me. My brother was everything I needed. But since I thought he was gone, I didn't want to live. 

"The doctors aren't planning to keep you for a long time, just a few days in the start to see how your condition is, okay?" she said and smiled to me. I smiled a little, shy smile back to her and she left the room.

"So babygirl, should we sleep, the clock is freaking 5AM. I can't believe what this Byun family is doing to me", he said and we both chuckled. He found a pillow in the closet and sat down in the chair again.

"You should take the bed Chanyeol, you have been taking care of me all the time, I can't sleep anyway", I said and stood up from the bed. He opened his eyes and raised an eyebrown.

"You crazy kid, sleep now", he smirked and closed his eyes again. I smiled to myself and laid back in the bed, staring at the roof. I started to think about Luhan, he saved me, but he disappeard. Where did he go? Why did he go?

***

I really didn't understand why someone would wake me up by laying himself over me. But I knew who would do it. I opened my eyes and saw Baekhyun's weird smile in my face. I smiled at once I saw him.

"You freaking idiot", I chuckeled and pushed him off me. "You heavy ass", I said and sat up looking at the boy who sat in a yoga position in my bed. The silence broke when his eyes started tearing up, just as mine and we hugged each other while we sobbed in each others shoulder. I had missed his smile, his laugh, his voice, his touch, I had missed him so freaking much.

"I love you, Mihyun", he said while he cried in my shoulder.

"I love you too" I said and tightened the hug. "Please don't leave me", I said and cut the hug while I looked deep into his eyes.

"Never" he said and smiled, so did I. I couldn't stop smiling, I was sitting with my lovely brother again. My mind was only on him, he was alive, and with me. My heart was complete again.

But only a few minutes passed before Baekhyun had to go back to his room again, but lucky for me I could visit him anytime. Chanyeol came back inside after talking a bit with Baekhyun before he left. I got a kiss on my forhead by Baekhyun and smiled at him while he walked outside with the nurse.

"How do you feel?" Chanyeol asked and sat down beside me.

"Like the happiest person on earth", I said and laid back on the bed. Well, my grandma had just died, and my parents was dead, we didn't know how we was going to live, but my brother was alive, the only person I needed to be happy. Chanyeol nodded and smiled as a reply.

***

A few days passed and Baekhyun started to feel guilt because of grandma. Why he survived and not her. But I tried to make him feel better. Honestly I understood him, it's not easy to just let go the fact that she died, our last family member. I still thought grandma had it better there she was, away from all the pain in her body. My crazy friends also visited me, we had a great time just talking and eating pizza with Baekhyun. The boys had called Chanyeol twice a day to check on Baekhyun, Chanyeol also stayed with us all the time, and we moved into Baekhyun's room when I didn't need to be watched anymore. Chanyeol and I got a madrass each to sleep on beside Baekhyun's bed. 

I kept worrying about how we were going to live when he got out of the hospital, but I didn't want to talk about it yet, Baekhyun needed to rest. 

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Sorry for the boring chapter. 

And I haven't started on the main story yet, so please be patient.

- Author Lu