You noticed me(teacherXstudent/GxG)

Please forgive me

Okay so mistake wasn't actually true. Class was nearly impossible due to the replay of yesterdays events running through my head on a continuous loop, meaning no, yesterday didn't mean nothing. I'm not sure what it really meant, but i know it was more than some drunken kiss. Even if she didn't feel anything, i'm sure i did. A spark maybe?

Yes so the cliche term of spark isn't one of the most used terms in my area of reference but what if it's real? What if happy endings and true love really do exist? What if she's my cliche and i'm about to let her walk away..?

Maybe there's more to it though. What if we were simply meant to meet? What if this is all i'm allowed for my happiness, that this version of disappointment is meant to teach me some sort of lesson i'm not ready to learn yet. What a terrible turn of events..

"Don't do that." I looked up from my hands on the table in front of me at looked at Josh, a cute red-head with the knack to write an amazing song in under 10 minutes. Oh not to mention his killer sense of style. "Do what?" He glanced around the fairly empty library before sitting down across from me. "Don't sit there so mopey when we both know that the life of Rosemarie Adams is magically wonderful. " I playfully rolled my eyes at him and continued to flip through a book in front of me that i had absolutely no interest in what -so -ever. ' 

Oddly enough i found myself glancing up in his direction and asking, "you know that feeling, the one you get when your stomach flips and your hands start to tingle? The one where you know it's strong enough to stop you in your tracks?" I paused, letting what i had said settle in, though nt even sure if he could possibly understand my random question. i let myself sit and realize that i had to break out of it. I have to get her off my mind, i mean for goodness sake, i don't even remember kissing her.. That should say plenty enough. "Uh, well yeah... Actually."

I found myself once again looking in his direction but this time with a questioning look, "I just mean...Castiel.. Rose i uh, i'm in love with him. Please don't say anything, i just need to know if there's you know maybe even a small chance that he could.." 

I felt a smile creep onto my lips and he blushed nervously. "Look, i know Cas like the back of my hand and all you would have to do is let him know. However..He is seeing someone..." I felt bad for the look that crossed his face and quickly tried to fix it," but that doesn't mean he isn't meant for you." 

"Psst. Rose, come on." Mel waved at me from the door and did a terrible job at quietly saying my name. "Okay i have to go, but trust me. Just give him some hints or be straight forward, all you have to do is make it to where he knows. Then.. He'll just figure it out. He's pretty good at making the right decisions."