Hood Life???

Secret Feelings

Sorry I keep taking long! My dad does not let me get on the computer, so I haven't been able to post.

Chapter 4

Ugh! I cant take this anymore! I am sick and tired of this Jasmine girl making googly eyes at Jose. The worst part is he does it right back!

Why, why did I have to tell him about Teasha and I. That was so stupid, I'm not a lesbian, so why did it matter so much? Since that day, Jose and I haven't been talking besides in front of Teasha. She keeps asking us what's wrong, but I'll always lie about it and tell her nothing.

Truth is as much as I hate to say it, I still have feelings for Jose and I still cant believe we broke up. To him, it looked like no effect has occurred from our break-up. He looks like he could replace me with the new girl. What's her name again?  Oh yeah, Jasmine. Ugh, just the mention of her name makes me want to throw up in my mouth.

Jose decided to walk with me today. He was also the one to break the silence between us.  

"Hey Tasha, I know it's been weird between us after the break up and everything, but I think I have feeling for..........."

Before he could finish, I cut him off.

" Yeah I've been waiting for us to talk about,"

this time he cut me off.

" Jasmine."

"What?"

" I think I have feelings for Jasmine, she is really pretty, but she could never replace you."

Wow, did he just say that? I cant believe him, he likes Jasmine, but he wants to kiss up to me. I just walked away in disbelief. I forgot that Jose was in my first period, so he just followed after me.

                                                        Jose's P.O.V ( for the first time!)

I cant believe she just walked away like that! I really like her and I was hoping she would get my hint. Why, Tasha must you be so difficult? Yeah I broke up with her and all, but that was because what she did was weird and confusing as to her status of her being straight or not. Believe me that girl Jasmine is sexy and all, but she is kinda too quiet and sheltered. I need a girl that could beat some ass when she needs to. I just need Jasmine to be a cover up, so that Tasha wont think im just going to run back to her. No, i'm stronger than that, but I still have feelings that I will show later.

I sat in my seat. Jasmine kept trying to flirt saying things like, " Hey cutie, finally you came to your seat. I've been waiting for you to get here, so we can talk about our plans tonight." I just love it when she flirts with me, it sounds so hot, but innocent at the same time.

Tasha looked all lonely in the front of the classroom, I wanted to just go up there and comfort her. She suddenly caught a glimpse of me staring at her so I turned to Jasmine and said,

" What kind of plans huh?" She didn't answer she just winked at me and said,

" You'll see."

For the rest of the period, Jasmine stared at me and I stared at her while Tasha shot us dirty looks. I just love it when she does that!

                                                                  Jasmine's P.O.V.

Jose is the finest boy I've ever seen in my life! He is so cute and i can not help but to flirt.

I cant believe that girl Tasha though. He told me he couldn't be in a relationship with me because of her. She got to go! The only thing is I'm scared of her, completely terrified. Its mainly because i'm new and im not aware of her capabilities.

Anyways did anyone ever tell you how I look? Well it doesn't matter because I am going to tell you. I am half columbian half puerto rican. I have brown hair, down my back. I have hazel eyes and a caramel skin color. That's the main reason I am perfect for Jose.

                                                               Tasha P.O.V.

Jasmine keeps staring at me with this evil look, but she betta watch herself for I have her ass laying on the floor.

Finally it was time to leave the school cuz I was getting tired of Jasmine and Jose.

I was walking all alone when I thought I talked someone up because Jose came up right behind me and grabbed my waist.

" Hey beautiful."

" Leave me alone, I dont want you to touch me. Go grab Jasmine's waist!"  

With that, he looked at me as if he were offended. I just rolled my eyes at him and walked away.

" Wtf is wrong wit you bruh!?"

" Excuse me!?"

" You acting all mad and stuff. You jealous?"

" Well excuse me for being mad at my EX boyfriend that found a new girl on the day we broke up and now grabbing my waist? You obviously confused Jose."

" Umm you still never answered ny question."

" Jealous of who?"  

" Jasmine."

" No! you da opne who broke up with me in the first place, but now you wanna act thirsty now!"

" Well I haven't made up my mind, I still like you, but what you did was weird."

At first I didn't know what to say, after all that he still had feelings for me.

" Well what about Jasmine it's either me or her." He was silent for a moment but then he said,

" I dont know chica, I just dont know, but when I do i will let you know."  

With that I walked away.

What is wrong with this nigga, first he says he has feelings for Jasmine, now he calls me beautiful and says he likes me. I'm so confused I need to do something, something to get this out of my head.

                            So what do you think? Let me know.  The next chapter is going to be exiciting and full of suprises. Chapter 6 will be better and will have lots of drama and fights.