Chapter 16 // Love, Lust and Urges

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Budo's POV
"I really like Shin. I don't know if he will ever feel the same way, but I want to talk to him a bit more tomorrow."
Oh shit. Kokona likes Shin, but Shin likes Mei. As for Mei, who knows? Now they're stuck in a love triangle...
Who knows how this is gonna go...
"I see. How long have you liked him?" Ayano asked calmly. I turned and gave her a look of uncertainty. She passed me a reassuring look so I trusted her. I stayed quiet and let Ayano continue.
"Like... a few months at least."
"Okay. Kokona, get to know each other before making any drastic actions."
"You're right Yan-Chan.. Thank you. I'll see you tomorrow. You can uhh... Continue." she said walking out and closing the front door behind her.
We both breathed out and leaned back into the sofa.
"Shit..." Ayano murmured
"Yeah.. balls." I replied
"I would have told her but, I can't break her heart like that."
"That's why they call it a crush." I sighed
"What are we going to do?" Ayano leaned into me pushing me backwards slowly while nuzzling her head in my neck.
"Nothing. There's nothing we can do. We're just going to have to sit this one out."
"That's what I was afraid of. I like being in control." she said
"Oh trust me, I know." I mocked her by saying some of the things she was saying before.
"You know you love it."

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"I never said I didn't. Why don't we uh.."
"Please." she grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs. When we reached the top of the stairs she latched onto me and passionately kissed me. I swooped her into my arms and laid her down on my bed.
She grabbed the collar of my shirt and pulled me in closer. Never once did we break our kiss as we undressed each other.
I made sure to use protection as everyone always should.

Ayano's POV
I traced my fingers down all of the lines on Budo's abs, and rubbed my hands through his hair.
In return he rubbed his hands down the sides of my body and back up again.
"Ayano.." he moaned out in pleasure
"Master Masuta..."

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"What time is it?" I asked, putting my clothes back on
"It's 3:45.. Dang.."
"Yeah.. We were..."
"Yeah." he said planting a kiss on my forehead
"I love you Budo."
"I love you Ayano. So uh.. Budo Junior?"
"You win. Budo Senior." I laughed
"That's what I thought." he winked, "You need a drink?"
"Yeah, just some water please."
"Coming right up. One minute." he walked down stairs silently.

Budo's POV
Woah. Just, wow. She was amazing. I've only really seen that side of Ayano when she was joking around and now...
Woah.

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I went downstairs and grabbed us both some water and ice. I heard quiet footsteps coming from the stairs, so Ayano was coming down the stairs.
I felt something on my shoulder and a pair of arms wrapping around my waist, I was being hugged from behind. Ayano's signature 'Hello'
"Hey." I said
"Hey, is there any possibility that we can head to the shops quickly? I don't have anything to wear tomorrow."
"You don't have a bathing suit?"
"Nope. I've never been to the beach before." she said letting go of me and leaning on the counter.
"You've never been to the beach!?"
"Nope. It just never appealed to me, besides, I've had nobody to go with."
"Sorry.."
"Stop doing that!"
"What?" I asked
"Stop blaming yourself for not talking to me. It's a scary thing to do. At least you didn't kill people because of it."
"Ayano, had a disorder!"
"Had or have Budo? Sometimes I get these... these urges." she said, falling down to the ground crying
"Ayano, you should have told me." I said, falling to her and resting her head on my shoulder.
"Ever since Taro.. he said some things.. he put thoughts into my head. I can't get rid of them."
"What did he say Ayano?"

*FLASHBACK*

"Oh just stop resisting Ayano. You will always be a sociopathic murderer. No matter how hard you try, we were made for eachother and you know it."
"You make me sick Taro. Sick." I spat at him
"Oh, like how you made the drama club leader sick when you poisoned her Bento for my love?"
I was shocked, how did he know about that?
"Yes Ayano. I knew about that. I knew about how you felt towards me. I planted the seed in your head the first day we met. I loved you too Ayano - I still do. I wanted to see how far you would go for me. Test your loyalty I suppose."
"You.. You let me kill those girls even when you wanted me back.. What is wrong with you?"
"I'm broken Ayano. Just like you. We will both always be broken and there is nothing either of us can do about it other than accept it."
"Never. Budo fixes me."
"You are a murderer Ayano, and you always will be. Just think about the adrenalin rush you feel when you shove the knife into-"
"SHUT UP."
"That's what I thought. I'll be back soon, we can have some fun. Does that sound nice darling."
"If you know what's good for you-"
"You're good for me Ayano." he laughed and returned upstairs.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"Ayano... I know this is going to be hard for you.. but did he..."
She nodded and it broke my heart.
"You need to go to the police Ayano."
"And tell them what? That he let me murder girls? That he wanted to kill more people with me?" she tried to stop crying
"Tell them what he did to you. Tell them he tried to mind break you. Just don't add the details. They'll probably think that Taro killed the girls."
"I guess you're right. But that won't stop my urges.."
"I have a plan for that." I took her hand

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