"Autumn...just, just please answer the question." Louis is pleading now.
"I did! I'm sorry! That's why I was crying in the store. I'm sorry. Just, go ahead and say what you need to say and I'll leave." Luke is completely petrified. He is frozen. Just like Louis.
"With who?" Louis asks getting up and running his fingers through his hair.
"Me.." Luke whispers.
"What the, him! You slept with him? Do you know what you've done?" Louis is screaming and Liam is trying to calm him down.
"Yes Louis, i do. I've ruined us. What we had is gone because of me. It was a mistake. I didn't even like it. I don't even like him. I love you." She goes to grab Louis's arm but he jerks it away before she can.
"Damn right you ruined it." His voice is full of venom as he paces the floor.
"Louis I'm sorry. I didnt know what I was doing. He came to me first!"
"Sure you didn't know. I'm so fucking sure. Shit. I loved you Autumn. I do. I still do. I always will. But I don't know if i can forgive you. Luke, Luke is my best friend that you cheated on me with. I don't even know if i can forgive him."
"Just give me another chance."
"I don't know."
"Please." her voice cracks.
"Give me time. I need time. I'll think about it. I just need to be alone right now." He takes off walking to his room.
"Autumn?" Luke breaks the silence.
"Don't speak to me! Ever!" she pushes Luke back down on the floor.
"But i-"
"But nothing! This is all your fault! You gave me a drink, you got me drunk and had sex with me! You forced me to have sex with you! So there is nothing for you to say to me. Don't touch me or speak to me. Ever again."
"I was gonna say sorry."
"Well sorry isn't gonna cut it. You think just because you made me have sex with you, i liked it?"
"Sure did sound like it."
"For Jesus sake i did not!" she screams and pulls her own hair.
"Well I'm sorry."
"Fuck you Luke. Fuck you." and she leaves with nothing else.
"You, you forced her?" I finally say after Autumn slams her door shut.
"No i didn't. She was drunk and i..i kissed her and couldn't get enough beings that I was drunk too."
"You fucked up so bad." Harry says and gets in Luke's face.
"Harry mate, i know. Back off."
"No! You ruined Louis's world! Autumn was everything he ever wanted an you had to go off behind his back and fuck her! He may forgive you but that doesn't mean he'll forget what you done." Harry brings his arm up and i put my hands over his fist to stop him.
"Thank you Emily." Luke says and walks past Harry.
"Don't thank me. I should've let him do it." I snap.
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It's been a month since the whole Louis and Autumn break up. Or whatever they did. Autumn hasn't came out of her room since then except to pee. She'll text me or Courtney when she wants food. Louis has been quiet. Luke has been too. Me and Liam have talked about what should happen between them.
Louis's POV
I don't know if i should forgive her. She hasn't said anything to me since that night i found out. Except last nightl, she texted me a big huge text about how much she misses me, how she is sorry, and hopes i forgive her. But I'm still not sure. I'm gonna make up my mind later today and tell her. I do miss her. And love her. But ill never forget what she did. And with Luke too. I have already made the choice on forgiving him. But I'm still pissed.
*If you don't forgive me, that's fine. I completely understand. You didn't deserve any of what I did.
~Autumn..*
*I will let you know later on today.
-Lou.*
*okay. Love you..
~Autumn*
I want to tell her i love her but not yet. I can't bring myself to it yet until she knows. Besides, what about El....never mind. I'm thinking too hard about all of this. I'll just tell them both and that will be that.
I hear a knock on the door and Emily peeks her head through.
"You up?" She whispers and i nod.
"Here." She comes in my room all the way with a tray full of food.
"I got up extra early for all of you to eat in bed but Michael woke up to the smell of it. So did Harry." Emily sits the tray down in my lap. I smile at her and say thanks.
She really does know how to make a persons morning.
"Umm...Louis?"
"Yeah?"
"Can, can I ask you something?" she sits down on the end of my bed.
"Of course."
"You do know that, that Autumn will do anything for you to forgive her and all that, right?"
"Yeah. I do." I let a sigh out.
"Would you, and this is just a thought, umm, ever cheat on her?" she looks down quickly and picks at her finger nails.
"I...i.."
"And I hate to be nosey, but last week when you were eating, i went to do a load of laundry and seen your phone. I was gonna give it to you but it buzzed and i seen another girls name.."
"I'm, im sorry." I don't know what else to say.
"I've, I've gotta go clean." She gets up and gently closes my door back. She knows now.
Emily's POV.
He's cheating on Autumn. I can't believe he would do that. I know everything else that happened is because of Autumn but it's partly his fault too. And she needs to know.
"You okay?" Niall asks as he sits down beside me on the couch.
"Would you ever cheat on me?" i ask.
"Of course not baby, why?"
"I don't know. But Louis said.." I get interrupted by Autumn coming down the stairs.
"Where are you going?" i ask her as she rushes to get her keys.
"I'm never coming back. He, he cheated on me!" she slams the door and I know what has happened.
Not long after she speeds off Louis comes rushing after her.
"She left already." I inform him but he just ignores.
"You were saying?" Niall asks pushing my hair behind my ear
"Louis cheated on Autumn.." i look down and my eyes water.
"Oh." is all that comes out.
I bury my face into his shoulder and cry. I don't care anymore. I just want this all to be over. To be in my house with Niall watching TV and going on with my daily life. Not here in Ashton's house sitting on the couch crying over something i shouldn't be. I want to help but i can't. I can't choose for them. But I want to. Badly. And the only thing i know to do is cry. It helps me a little.
"They're gonna be fine Emily." Niall assures me.
"I hope."
