Provoking Styles

Epilogue

Harry's POV

I didn't want to leave Jessica this morning even with that fucking adorable look she had on her face when I left. But for some reason Gus decided to hold a meeting today, it's a good thing he's my friend or I would fire his ass. Liam came to pick me up and today I didn't feel like making him be my driver considering we were going to be the only ones at work, so I just got into the front seat and glared at him. "Tell me why again we have to go in?"

"Well technically we don't because you're the boss man but Jessica has been working on this company for two months so it's kinda important."

"Yeah yeah I know."

"At least you know man."

"Shut up and drive Liam."

The entire morning went by so fucking slow, it's as if the world doesn't want me to be home with my girl. This meeting is taking even longer as I look at my watch to see it's almost 2 in the afternoon, I groaned mentally knowing if I did out loud this meeting would be over in two seconds. I have no idea what it is with me but ever since Jessica, I was more focused on her and being with her than anything. To be honest I was kinda pissed off, not at Jessica god no not at her but at myself because I didn't know that my business was going down until I was gone for those two months and she had to take over. There's just something about her dirty blonde hair, blue eyes and curvy body that just has me addicted to her. The first time I felt something for her I was completely and utterly confused because I have never felt anything for a woman since my freshman year in college.

So of course I had to sit the guys down and ask them about it, which led to them teasing me for a good three weeks. I was even more protective over her than I was over anyone who I have ever "dated" which is saying alot because God knows how many woman I've been with, speaking of which I wonder how many men Jessica's been with. Jealousy boiled inside of me as I thought of the possibilities of her being with other men, I hadn't noticed I zoned out until Mr. Lounge barked my name.

"Mr Styles! Am I boring you?!"

"No sir," I answered sitting straighter. "I was just thinking of what a great partnership this will be."

"Me too Styles."

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Two hours later and the meeting ends but the guys wanted to stay and chit chat about people as if we were fucking school girls. I had just started thinking about the things me and Jess would do when I get home when Niall hollered out at me. "So Harry you told Jess you love her huh?"

"Of course I did idiot." I snapped.

"Chill mate." Louis said looking at me.

"I am chill."

"So tell us, how is she so special from the other ones?" Gus asked almost sounding irritated while lighting a cigarette.

"Because she's not a whore." I said trying to keep it to a minimum, especially with Gus.

"Explain further Styles." Gus said glaring at me.

"It's hard to think without her around because my mind always goes back to her. She keeps my demons in the dark, she's my light. Her laugh is just so amazing..." I zone out thinking of the one time I made her laugh so hard she snorted, she was so embarrassed after that.  I smiled to myself just as Liam came up and smacked me on my back, I glared looking up at him. 

"So you bought a house for you guys."

"Yes so I can keep her save from Zayn. He knows where my apartment is and he knows how to get in without being noticed. So yes I bought us a house." 

"Plan to marry her?" Gus said.

"Of course I do asshat." I growled while standing up and grabbing Gus's shirt. Does he think I'm freaking stupid?! Ive seen the way he looks at her and i knew he was jealous that i was with her. But hes not getting her. No one is.

Liam and Niall rushed over and removed me from Gus's shirt. "I have a ring actually."

"Show it then." Gus challenged, I growled and glared at him silently warning him to keep testing me.

I opened my brief case and opened it pulling out the black box from Tiffany's, I opened the box and looked at Gus as I showed him the teardrop ring I chose two weeks ago. I didn't even know what kind of ring I was looking for until I saw this one and instantly thought of her. I could see something hidden in his eyes before I snatched it out of his hand and put it back in the briefcase, I told them goodbye and grabbed the briefcase and leaving.

I decided that Liam can ride with someone else as I took the car back to the apartment, when I arrived I nodded at our security guard smiling. I stepped into the elevator ready to see Jessica, I missed her today. When the doors opened it was quite and she wasn't sitting in the livingroom so I walked into the kitchen and she wasn't there either, when I walked into the bedroom there was something on the bed and Jessica was no where to be found but I noted how the drawers of the dresser were half way opened and the clothes inside were not folded.

I sat the briefcase down and walked over to the paper on the bed as my heart stopped, I sat down and picked the paper up to see her cursive handwriting on the front was my name. I opened it and saw that she had been crying while writing this because her tears stained the page.

Harry I'm so sorry about this I really am. I have to leave and I can't tell you why,  but it hurts me that I am leaving you. It is not by choice baby I promise you that, I miss you already. You make me so happy and I can't breathe when you're not around, I feel like you keep me steady and sane. Ha, most of the time you keep me insane. But I'm so sorry that I have to leave, I don't want to. I'll explain everything when we can meet again. You make my world spin round and round, I don't know how I'll get back to you or if I'll even see you again. But God I hope so. But I promise you I will find a way back to you because I am in love with you Harry Edward Styles.

                                                                                  All my love J