WILL THERE BE STILL US?
24hrs since.
I got a message.
At last!!!! A message from boyfriend!!!
Dali! Dali!
A message that will change everything
A message of apology.
"im really really sorry about yesterday, hindi kita nasipot"
A message of shit excuse
" my duty kasi ako. 1630h na din kasi ako nasabihan that you are here. And I cannot leave my duty because im responsible for the plebe."
Pero of course pag maskit at galit ang puso mo. Kahit anong apology at excuse hindi mo matatangap.. at ganun din ang nangyari sa akin.
And a message of Selfishness.
"Oo hindi kita tinext, I refuse to use my phone coz im always tired. I know I've been selfish. I'am guilty for that. Im really really sorry. I just forgot what I have outside the Academy"
I didn't have the guts to type another word nor to speak with him in reply.
Skip the first and second message. Highlighting " I just forgot what I have outside the Academy"
"Ung girlfriend mo mismo nakalimutan mo???" tanong ko naman sa isip ko
Sakit ang nararramdaman ko at hindi galit. Awa sa sarili.
I waited not just for hours but days to have you. I have pulled the strings of bravery to fight alone without you. Kasi I know sa loob din ng beast barracks nayan hirap ka. I did stand by your side on every situation. I tried na hindi ma lowmoral para sau kahit mahirap ang LDR.
And now at the end nakalimutan pala ako ng inaantay at pinaglalaban ko.
I pitied my self I've waited someone for nothing.
Someone na weak to have forgotten me sa isang event lang ng life nia.
Ang sakit ang sakit.
Maybe he did not even try to fight also.
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