Love.
Kids just throw that word around
like its nothing.
They think just because someone
cute comes along and holds their
hand its "love". They think that person
will be there when they are in their
darkest moments. No. You can't
depend on someone else for your
security, happiness, or qualification.
Then there are people like me.
People who know that the word love
can break someone. People who
have been left alone in their darkest
times by someone who "loves" them.
People who think everyone else thinks
the same way, so when someone told me
"I love you" I fell. I fell in love then I fell
apart. No. You have to stop doing this.
Don't depend on someone unless you're
prepared to get broken. Unless you're
ready to get everything you love torn
away from you. Depend on yourself and
only that. Because when you're awake at
3 a.m. debating on whether or not you
want to make it through the night alive,
that person that you thought "loved" you
will be the haunting thought in your mind
telling you to give in to your darkest demons.
You have to stay strong within yourself
and know that you don't need someone
to depend on other than yourself. You
can do this. Love hurts. Just stay alive.♡
-c.g
