I have been trying to
fall asleep with my
eyes open because
I'm afraid my
nightmares aren't
going to be staying
inside much longer.
And I have been struggling to
catch a breath deep enough
to fill my lungs but my body
is screaming under the weight
of being pulled under daring
to drown me from the inside
out. And it is starting to feel
like nomatter where I go or
who I try to become in both
cases, I have not moved an inch.
Things have been getting bad again.
