"Steve, where's my phone?" I asked looking under every little item in our apartment. "Steve, did you hear me? I can't find my phone. Baaabbbbee, I want to check my twitter. I need my phone." I add, still no response from Steve. "Steven Grant Rogers, do you know where my phone is?" I practically scream.
"Check the drawer in study." he replied, in a quite annoyed tone.
"Excuse me? Did I say something to bother you?" I sassed back, making him pout.
"You're always on that stupid phone, Y/N. It's rather annoying." He said, turning his head so his gaze could actually meet mine.
"I'm on my phone because I actually have a social life. Fun Fact, I'm actually planning to hang out with Bucky tonight, unlike you, who hasn't contacted him in about a month. He's worried about you, Steve." I replied, him replying with a rather loud huff. he muttered something under his breath. "What was that? It better be an apology to either Buck or me." I said, making him give me even more of an aggravated look.
"Well, Y/N, maybe you shouldn't be hanging around my best friend all of the time and maybe I won't be so grumpy all the time." Steve shot back.
"That's what this is about? Steve, you know you'll always be my boyfriend. Bucky can't replace you." I said, giving hum a hard hug.
"You mean the world to me Y/N. I just don't wanna lose you to Bucky. I think he likes you."
"Steve, Bucky doesn't like me. You're being delusional. You're mine and I'm yours. There's no one who would ever change that, okay, I love you and I forever will."
"You're right, I'm sorry. Now, don't you have a dinner to attend to?"
"Why yes I do, Mr. Rogers."
And with that, I got ready to go to dinner with Buck. I wore my black dress with the jewels on the waist. I also wore some black flats, a diamond necklace to match the earrings I wore, & I was out the door. I met Bucky at the local restaurant down the road from my apartment.
I got to the door and waited on Bucky to get there. He arrived within the next five minutes and we sat down at our table.
"Bucky, I have a serious question for you." I said glancing my eyes in his direction and off of my menu.
"Shoot."
"Do you like me?" I asked, my eyes shying away from his and going back down to my menu, but I got a little anxious when there was no response. "Bucky?" I asked, hoping for a response. he finally gave it to me, but it wasn't the response I had hoped for.
'Yeah." he said, simply. That's it? That's all he had to say?
"Okay.. Bucky, you know I'm with Steve. I can't. You know this. I love him, I mean, I love you too, just.."
"I know, Y/N. And I hate it. I hate myself for liking you. Hell, I think I love you. I don't want to make Steve mad, I think that's why I've been really distant from him lately. I feel so bad, I just can't confront him. Y/N, every time I see you, I get butterflies. I love when your hair flows when you walk, I love the way your eyes light up when you smile, I love the way you laugh when I say a cheesy-ass joke, Y/N, I love you. and I hate it. I hate loving you because I don't wanna do that to Steve." he said avoiding your gaze.
"Buck.."
"I'm sorry."
"Bucky. It's okay.. I love you but I'm fully committed to Steve. I have to go." I say, rushing out of the restaurant and back to mine and Steve's apartment.
I got to the door and fiddled with the keys. I could feel the tears run down my face. I finally got the key into the keyhole and opened the door. I ran to mine and Steve's bedroom to see him in the bed with.. another woman?
"Steve?!"
"Y/N? It's not what it looks like."
"Yeah. You're totally not naked in OUR bed next to.. Sharon? Oh my god, Steve. I cant believe you'd do this, especially after making such a big deal about Bucky. I swear, you are such a, just, ugh." I yelled, running out of the apartment building, scrambling to get my phone and get to my contacts. I scrolled down to the B section and tapped on Bucky's contacts.
"hello?"
"bucky.." I barely got that out before I heard a loud honking sound. I turned toward the noise was coming from. A truck.
I woke up to a beeping sound. l open my eyes to a really bright light. that's when all the memories starting rushing back. Bucky, Steve, everything. I could feel a tear rush down my cheek. I look around the room to see Bucky on my right side and Steve on my left, each in an uncomfortable looking chair.
"Get out." I mumble.
"Okay." They both say in unison.
"No, Bucky, stay." I said, his eyes meeting mine. "Steve, go." I replied to myself, now looking in Steve's direction. He gave me a hurt look. A look that I had when I saw him with Sharon. "Now, Steve."
"Okay." he mumbled, dragging himself out of the hospital room.
"Bucky.."
"Y/N, I'm sorry."
"Why are you sorry?"
"I should never have said I loved you. I opened up a can of worms."
"Bucky, I love you too. The only reason I didn't want to be with you is because of Steve but I can see clearly that he never felt the same way."
"What do you mean? What happened with Steve?"
"He didn't tell you?"
"No. Y/N, what did he do?"
"He cheated on me, but now I see clearly that I wasn't meant to be with him, Bucky."
"He cheated on you?! I swear he's such an idiot."
"I love you, Bucky. I'm sorry I didn't see that before. I'm such an idiot and you should have been my first choice all along. I swear, I'm such an idiot for not seeing how much of a douche Steve was. I thought it was meant to be but it wasn't. I'm so sorry, Buck."
"I love you too." He replied, and with that he kissed me. I'm meant to be Bucky's and he's meant to be mine.
*Sorry this sort of turned into a Bucky imagine but a little bit of Barnes never hurt, right? But I finally got an update up. yay. <3
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Captain America x Reader Imagines
FanficA series of different Steve Rogers imagines.