Stacy

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Last night (as of 7/31/16) I decided to tell him all about one of my past girlfriends who killed herself and how I couldn't move on...


Guess what he does.


HE FUCKING YELLS AT ME FOR IT! He tells me that my ex was weak for fucking killing herself and how I need to move on. For this one I'm showing the Skype conversation. (Both names are censored)

Me: tells story about how she killed herself
Kay: Didn't you say you were with your gf for 3 years?
Me: Around that

Kay: Mmn. Whatever

Kay: Sounds like a horror movie
Me: Yeah well I had to live it.

-He talks about pointless shit for a while.-


[7/30/2016 9:27:40 PM] Kay: Yeah... Honestly she was weak

[7/30/2016 9:27:48 PM] Kay: It takes a strong

[7/30/2016 9:27:53 PM] Kay: STRONG person

[7/30/2016 9:27:58 PM] Kay: To live in a world they hate

[7/30/2016 9:28:10 PM] Kay: Im not saying she was worthless

[7/30/2016 9:28:27 PM] Kay: But this world isnt for fragile people... Maybe if you were together you could have survived together

[7/30/2016 9:28:36 PM] Kay: But... I dont know

[7/30/2016 9:28:39 PM] Kay Now you got me down

[7/30/2016 9:28:43 PM] Kay: Thanks babe~

[7/30/2016 9:28:53 PM] Kay: Lemme rinse the shampoo out of my eye

[7/30/2016 9:28:58 PM] Me: Now you're seeing into the life I have to live everyday

[7/30/2016 9:29:13 PM] Kay: Well no... Because you have me~

[7/30/2016 9:29:21 PM] Kay: And I am FUCKING AWESOME!

[7/30/2016 9:30:05 PM]Me: Yes but you can't make me forget about my past, can't take away my clinical depression, can't take away my SPD, etc.

[7/30/2016 9:30:10 PM] Me: All you can do is talk to me

[7/30/2016 9:30:16 PM] Kay: SPD?

[7/30/2016 9:30:32 PM] Me: Split Personality Disorder

[7/30/2016 9:30:34 PM] Kay: But the depression is you not opening your eyes

[7/30/2016 9:30:39 PM] Kay: Open your eyes babe

[7/30/2016 9:30:45 PM] Kay: You are treated like a GOD

[7/30/2016 9:30:57 PM] Kay: Go ask your girl about this. We literally worship you


At this point I'm really depressed and getting a little angry. He starts talking about how he wants to play a game with me. I tell him I'm not in the mood. More pointless conversation happens and shit until I say to him: "I want myself to be normal again..." 

He asks me what normal is. 

I say "Not waking up in tears over nothing, not wanting to kill myself every moment of my miserable existence, forgetting my past, and being happy"

He goes on a tangent telling me that's how life is and I need to get over it.


Understandably I was pretty upset at this point and then this happened.

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