Saved by Demi Lovato

Crazy?

CHAPTER 18

   Jessica's POV

        After therapy I walked out, and began to think, about Demi. And what the outside world is going to be like when we both get out. Demi's going to get out before me. I know that. "She'll forget about you, you know." I nearly fell over. Oh no. This is NOT good. They were coming back. I can feel them. Drifting forward. "No she won't. She can't." I mentally say to them. "Your just a stupid depressed teenage girl with no potential. Why the hell would Demi Lovato want anything to do with you. She has everything." My demons snarled back at me. I knew they were right. But i was holding onto that glimmer of hope that she would find me again when I got out. I wonder if her management would allow that. Allow me. With these thoughts swirling in my mind I walked to the cafeteria and waited for Demi. Should I bring it up to her? Would she get angry at me for even thinking she would give up on me, or would she laugh at me and think i was stupid. Better not even mention it. She's leaving in a month. I don't know what I'll do without her. 

          The cafeteria door opened and Demi practically ran in. I could tell immediately that she had been crying. I jumped out of my seat and rushed over. "Demi what's wrong?!" I asked. "I-I I got my diagnosis." Demi stuttered out. "What it is?" Demi Looked up at me. "I'm bipolar." 

         Demi started crying again. I pulled her into a hug and she gripped me so hard I could tell she just needed something or someone to hold onto. "Demi this isn't the end of the world. I know it seems like it is, but doesn't this explain at least one thing in your life? The doctors can help you. They know what to do. All you need to remember is to trust them." Demi sniffled. "I-I I'm not c-crazy" She whispered. "Demi of course your not crazy! Don't let anyone tell you that! You are one of the strongest people i know." I said fiercely. Demi sighed. "I guess I just always thought that people who are bipolar were crazy with mood swings that were sky high." "Demi. Being bipolar doesn't make you crazy or weird. It means you were born with something that you can't control. And you've lived your entire life with these disease that no one knew you had. Without the proper medication. Without the proper care. That means all of your highs and lows were because of this. And now with the proper care, You can really start to heal." I explained to her. Demi had stopped crying and her breathing was now even. She stood up. "You're right. Now let's get to that meeting." 

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