Thomas Brodie Sangster Imagines

Fights (3)

Your POV

You slowly open your eyes. You immediately close them due to the bright light shinning right down into your eyes. 

The constant beeping annoyed you heaps. There were voices. But you couldnt make any words out of them. 

You twitch your finger a little, then the whole hand. Your body was stiff like a rock, like you havent moved in years.

Thomas's POV

"Nurse!" 

"Please! She's moving!"

I run around the white hallway, the colour i was so sick of, frantically trying to find a nurse. 

"I promise you she just moved i felt her hand!"

A small redhead rushes past me, mumbling some words along the lines of "calm down." I ignore her and rush into the hospital room after her. 

Oh god. She really was awake. Her confused eyes darted across the room, before connecting with me. Frightened, she huddles away from me. My heart broke as she tried to make out words. The nurse saw, and sighed heavily. 

"Thomas.. I think you need to leave for a little..." I nod, tears filling my eyes. I glance once more at the broken girl in the white hospital gown. "I love you," I mouthed to her. She only shook her head. I walked out of the room, my heart sinking as I sit in one of the chairs in the waiting room. 

I was sick of feeling like this. So helpless and useless. Wishing I could do something, do something right for once. I grab the first thing next to me and throw it against the wall. The vase shattered, gathering some attention on me. Doctors hold me down, I scream trying to break out of their hold. 

"STOP! I LOVE HER SO MUCH, BUT DID YOU SEE HER EYES?!" I scream at them. 

"NO YOU DIDNT! THEY WERE FULL OF FEAR!" I laugh, it came out so cruel and heartless. 

"She's so scared of me.." My voice cracks, as security guards drags me out of the hospital and sit me in a chair outside the hospital. 

Your POV.

You bring your hands up to cover your ears. You hear his familiar screams outside, but you could only remember one event. One you wish never happened. The nurse looks at you with pity, as she checks your state. You cry silently to yourself, wishing to forget everything that has happened.

*TIME SKIP BC IDK*

The door creaks open, and you place down the small plastic cup. Your eyes instantly well up with tears. They were already swollen and red, from hours and hours of sobbing. It was night already, and you didnt want to make a scene. There were people resting in other rooms, after all. 

"Yes..?" You whisper to him. He pulls out a chair and sits next to your bed, keeping a distance you were thankful for. He placed his hands on his head, looking down with shame.

"Are you going to talk..?" You ask slowly.

He started mumbling and crying silently. 

"Im so so sorry." He whispered. But there was no excuse. He raised his hand, he shouldnt have ever done that. You shake your head.

"Time, Tommy." 

"I need time."

He shoots straight up. Opening his mouth to say something, he immediately closes it and sits back down. He had a look of shame. Panic. Regret. All those emotions displayed clearly on his face. 

You both sit in complete silence. It sort of comforts you a little. The time passes by, and you both calm down. He looks up at you again. 

"Can I hold you...?" He asks.

You go to say no, but hold yourself back. Abuse was not okay, but you knew he didn't mean it. Not a single bit. The way his clothes hung loosely on his body told you that he was stressed, and he was not well. He was torn up by his own actions, and it looked like he broke himself because of everything that he had done. You nod, hoping that this night will fix something. Not everything, not a lot. But something, maybe the distance could be filled. Maybe the silence would be broken.

You nod, moving to the right of the bed, giving him space. He crawls into the bed with you, and takes you into his arms. And the moment you knew that all would be alright, was when it felt like home again. Maybe it wasnt right. Maybe it was all too soon. But your heart craved him. And so you gave in.

The next morning, the nurse opens the door to the room. She smiles at the young couple, fast asleep, with tear stained cheeks. Heaven had done some damage, but the lovers had something figured out.

OOOOOOOH MAH GOD.

IM SO SORRY FOR HAVING WRITERS BLOCK FOR LIKE A WHOLE YEAR. 

So many things to say, no time at all. I stopped using wattpad all together for like... 4 months? Wasnt the best, but i had my break and im back to writing! 

Love you all so much, and hold you all stick around for more updates!

(I wrote this chapter in one go, it needs a lot of work but... Im back and its a good start!)