Happy // j.hs

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It's about 1am when we get back to my apartment. Yoongi comes inside much to my surprise and we sit down on the coach. He looks sleepy.

"Yoongi, are you going to be able to drive home?"

"No, too sleepy" He mumbles as he places his head in my lap, cuddling up to me.

"No, no no no. You are not falling asleep on me" I say as I lift him up.

"Yah!" He groans as I pick him up by his shoulders.

"Just sleep in the bed, I won't be comfortable with you on me. What if I need to go to the bathroom and disrupt your sleep? I doubt that would be pretty" I chuckle as he leans further into me.

"Mmm, no I guess not" He mumbles sleepily as I let him down into the bed. Like the other night he starts to take his top off, followed by his jeans leaving him only in his underwear. 

"Hoseok are you coming to sleep?" He asks.

"I'll be there soon" I say as I head to the bathroom to take my makeup off. I put the makeup remover onto the soft cotton pads and rub the eyeliner and foundation off my skin. I pause, staring into the mirror at my worried eyes.

'Pull yourself together. There is a beautiful mint haired boy in your bed and you are here worrying about your dead girlfriend and all the other fucked up things in your life' I think to myself, feeling nauseous from my anxiety invoking thoughts. I sigh loudly before heading back to the bedroom, mentally preparing myself for his presence.

"Hoseok hurry up, I'm cold" He whines as I get under the covers.

"Maybe you should have more clothes on" I joke as he moves closer to me.

"Then I wouldn't have as much fun cuddling you, would I?" He questions as he starts to spoon me. He presses his chest against my back, cradling me in his arms.

"Sleep well" He whispers as he rests his head on my shoulder blades.

"You too Yoongi" I whisper as I close my eyes.