Happy // j.hs

s e v e n t e e n

This chapter is very 18+ because of the content. This is a very serious chapter with very serious and real problems that happen to both the sexes everyday in the world and in no way are they okay. Other than that please try to enjoy more of Hoseok's backstory- this is essential to the story. It was also difficult to write, I actually teared up.

Flashback

"Hoseok, where are the chips?" My boyfriend Taehyung calls out from the kitchen. I'm crying silently into a blanket on the couch when he comes through. He looks at me, his face growing angrier by the second. He picks me up, his grip around my throat placing me against the wall in his lounge.

"You're so fucking pathetic Hoseok" He spits as shoves his cold hands into my pants grabbing on to my member roughly.

"You know why you're pathetic?" He continues to snarl as he aggressively touches. I don't respond with words, the only response that comes out are tears and muffled cries.

"You're so fucking caught up on that bitch, you don't even love your boyfriend!" He yells as he slaps me across the face, his hand still pumping me. This is a regular thing, Taehyung getting angry over my behaviour, I just can't move on from Tara and what happened to her..

 It was all my fault.

"Stop, please.." I cry. 

The words make him pause and I regret saying them. The next thing I know his fist slams into the side of my face, sending my head backwards into the wall. The room is dizzy but I can't tell if it's from my concussion or by Taehyung pulling me into the bedroom, slamming the door shut behind him. He throws me onto the bed and I try to crawl away from him but within seconds he's on top of me, his hands ripping my shirt off my body.

"You're such a waste of time. Why am I even with you?" He says into my ear as he unbuckles my pants. I struggle underneath him but he has me pinned down with his arms and legs. More tears fall from the corners of my eyes as I try to get out from under him, but I know that this won't work, I should give up. 

This is what always happens.

He pulls off my pants and underwear. 

His hands are grazing my member and thighs before he pulls his face up to my neck, biting the skin on my neck harshly. 

The feeling makes me cry out, a burning sensation forming around the areas he had been attacking. He shoves his finger in my mouth, harshly swirling it around, further and further to the back of my throat. He pulls them out and places them roughly in my non awaiting hole. My face grimaces as he thrusts harshly into me, a horrifying look of pleasure on his face. He pulls the fingers out suddenly and replaces them with his member, thrusting hard into me, filling me up. 

He thrusts into me for what feels like eternity, with each thrust tears fall from my eyes, the pain from my bottom and my heart too much. 

I thought Taehyung was supposed to take the pain away, not give me more. 

His hand snakes up to my neck as he holds on, choking me. I struggle to breath as he slams himself into me even harder than I thought was possible. As he does so he climaxes inside of me, the hot liquid oozing down my legs.

"Why am I even with you?" He asks out loud again. He laughs.

"Because you never leave me. That's why. No matter what I do you stay" He laughs as he gets off my limp body, leaving the room.