Happy // j.hs

t h i r t e e n

I'm at home getting ready for Yoongi to pick me up in half an hour. I've finally decided on an outfit - black jeans, a white top, a green jacket and a black choker. I've brushed my hair messily over my forehead and smudged eyeliner on the corner of my lids. The bruise on my cheek has thankfully faded mostly so the foundation I put on covers it perfectly. Soon enough there's a beep from outside and I exit my apartment. I look to the shiny black porche in front of me and walk over to the passenger side. Yoongi is dressed similarly - he's wearing black pants, a rolling stones t-shirt, a black leather jacket and small hoop earrings in his ears.

"Hey" He says softly as I buckle my seatbelt.

"H-hi.." I shakily say back. He starts the car and the radio starts to play ToppDogg.

"You're a fan?" I ask him in shock.

"Of course? Do you like them too?" He says excitedly.

"Yes! Hansol is my favourite.." I say softly.

He grins. "Ah, I see we'll be fighting over the same man" He winks as he continues to drive.

"Yoongi, where are we going?" I ask him. 

"It's a surprise"

"Yoongi, we're surrounded by mountains, and hills. How do I know that you're not taking me away to kill me" I joke.

"You don't know that, but you still trust me" He says as we take a turn driving up even higher. After a few minutes the car stops and Yoongi is looking at me. 

"Come on, I want to show you something" He says as he gets out of the car. I get out slowly following him over to the corner of the cliff we're on. He's staring out into the distance, a familiar feeling in his eyes. His hand snakes into mine, linking fingers and pressing his tips against my knuckles.

"You're not the only one suffering Hoseok" He sighs. His lip is trembling and his eyes glassy with tears.

"You're not the only one whose had their heart broken" He says quieter than before.

"Do you want to.. talk about it?" I ask him as I squeeze his hand harder.

"My boyfriend died off the side of this cliff. We were here one night, drunk out of our minds and he missed his footing and down he went.." Tears are now rolling slowly down his cheeks. I raise my fingers instinctively to brush them away and he meets my gaze with his own.

"I'm telling you this Hoseok because I want you to know I blamed myself for so long and I became broken. I've only recently been able to get better. I want you to know you're not alone and I'm here for you" He says as his voice breaks. 

"Y-Yoongi, what was his name?" I ask him as I walk back to the car pulling out the wine bottle I saw sitting in the back seat.

"Jungkook" He replies back.

I close my eyes as I try to picture his ex in my mind.

"Jungkook. I hope you're resting easy up there in heaven and I hope you'll enjoy this drink" I say as I bow before I throw the bottle down the cliff.

To my surprise he starts laughing.

"He would be so mad that you wasted that wine"

"But I didn't waste it, it's gone down for him to enjoy" I smile. He walks into me and hugs me tight.

"I'm sorry Hoseok, for bringing you here on our first date" He says.

"You're going to have to do better next time" I say to him, a bittersweet smile on my face. 

"I already have a plan in mind" He replies as he closes the gap between our mouths, kissing me long and sweetly. His lips are smooth  and velvety, easy to get lost in. Thoughts start rushing back to my head and I push him away.

"I'm sorry" I say out of breath.

"It's okay, you're still recovering I understand" He says as he places a hand over my shoulder. 

"Come on, let's get you home sunshine" He says as we get into the car to drive back to my apartment.

*I SHIP THEM SO HARD*