Spotted: K and H on the rise as they share a kiss at Nomads bar in downtown San Fran! It seems as though our little boy and girl are growing even more fond of each other. Don't believe me? I always come baring proof. Check the video below for a juicy kiss and upcoming artist K and H were dancing to.
Your truly, Gigi
"You kissed Harry? Are you kidding me?" Kayla dropped her jaw just as the Gigi post alerted her phone.
"Yeah, why do you care?" I asked Kayla while we sat on separate couches. Reading the post myself I heard from across me, Kayla watching the video from the music accompanying the video.
A smile sneaking up on me just as I heard the lyrics of the song we had danced to last night.
"It doesn't even matter anyway, Kendall gets whatever she wants when she wants." Kayla rolled her eyes at me huffing out when she put her phone down on the couch face down.
"No I don't. Did you not miss these last few weeks? I've been under lockdown. You think I have the world at my fingertips but you're wrong." I denied looking at her as she scowled at me harshly.
"Everyone cares about the famous Kendall Ramsey! You get all the attention from everyone, people at school, friends, mom and dad, Gigi! Who don't you have wrapped around your finger K? Hell you even have our damn gardener whipped for you!" Kayla crossed her arms over her chest as a red tint rose against her cheeks, they were flushing with anger.
"Attention isn't all it's cracked up to be. Not all the attention I get is positive Kayla! That's what you don't see. Do you know how many rumors have been made up about me? Do you know how many fights I have gotten into with mom?" I sat up straighter looking back at her with burning passion. She didn't understand that not all the spotlight was as great as she and everyone else made it out to be.
"At least she acknowledges you! She doesn't even know Sammie or I exist! It's the Kendall show around here 24/7 all day long!" Kayla tensed standing up off the couch that sat across from me.
"And who is to blame for that? Half the time you are the one pointing me out and getting me in trouble any chance you get!" I shouted letting my emotions spill out once again as I said everything that I hadn't said before to my sister.
"You make your life out to be like its so hard! When in reality Kendall you have everything!" Kayla yelled letting a tear slid down her red rosy cheeks.
"No I don't! I don't have a mom and dad that love me! I don't have parents that support me! I don't even have parents that LOVE EACH OTHER! And would you blame them?!" I stood up with my chest rising and falling quickly with each huffy breath. I was on the brink of tears once again as I thought back to the conversation I dropped in on just two weeks ago.
"What are you talking about?" Kayla asked puzzled by my sudden outburst I had regret yelling out loud. I didn't mean to let that slip out but there was no going back now.
"Kayla, think about it. Why do you think dad goes on so many business trips?" I asked her feeling the hot tears boil in my eye while I watched her reaction.
"You're reading into it. Dad isn't cheating on mom, he loves us." Kayla shook her head, pushing away what I had alluded to. She didn't want to believe that our family was living a lie.
"Kayla I heard him talking to someone on the phone. He said that he loved her! He said he missed her and that he would see her on Sunday." Blinking a let the brimming tears slid away down off my cheeks as I watched Kayla break down. She didn't want to believe anything I was saying but deep down she knew no matter how badly she didn't want to.
"Dad wouldn't... He couldn't..." She whispered crying while her eyes traced my face for something to comfort her.
"Kayla no one is happy in this house. Look around, look at you! I wouldn't blame him if he wanted to leave." My under eyes were becoming red and irritated as I swiped away the tears that were more like a stream of water. "Hell, I want to leave!"
Earning silence from Kayla I saw her wiping away tears furiously with her sweatshirt sleeve that was collecting all her tears. She sniffled and did what she could to get ahold of herself but it was harder said than done.
"Why do things have to be this way?" She whispered in a low tone that broke into another small cry.
Taking a small stride to Kayla I wrapped my arms around her as she did the same. Clasping onto me like the back of a necklace she buried her head into my shoulder and began to fall apart. I had never seen Kayla so vulnerable like this and seeing it broke my insides. I closed my eyes and rested my chin in her shoulder while I let my own tears leak out. I hadn't ever had a moment like this with Kayla, never in a million years did I think I would be standing here in the middle of the living room hugging my sister while we both weeped over the revelations of this broken home.
"I don't know." I squeezed my eyes shut while more tears dripped from under my closed eyes.
"I don't want to be like everyone else's family. I don't want to be broken like everyone else." Kayla cried into my shirt as I squeezed her a little tighter than before.
"We have always been like everyone else Kay... This house has all been a lie, no one has been happy for a long time. I think you put on a mask for so long you started to believe the lie." I said pulling away from her to see her tear stained under eyes.
"I just want to be happy again." She closed her bloodshot eyes and sniffled as her head moved downwards.
"Me too." I said taking her in for a hug again. "Me too."
Note// they had a heart to heart! Predictions?
