Single DAD

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JACKSON'S POV

Again I was able to passed away so much exhausting and busy day without Her.now she wont be at home waiting for me ,holding baby in her hands smiling at my arrival , this thought always got my mood down .

I opened the door trying to dust off my sadness and putting on the fake smile for sake of my baby.

'' Hey mom ..! '' I greeted mom as I saw her holding my Baby Aryaa.

'' Welcome Jackson ! thank god you came , Aryaa really annoyed me whole day today ..'' She said sarcastically.

she walked to me , Aryaa leaned forward ,her hands in air indicating me that she wanted to come in my lap.

'' Here my baby come ... how aal you Aalya ? '' I tried to talk in baby's voice.

Aryaa has turned five month older now .. for a 5 month child she look so healthy and plump this means mom was taking care of her very well .

'' Why did you teased Your gradmaa .. this is bad Aryaa .. your my good girl .aren't you ..? '' I held up her high to my face and rubbed my nose on her small fragile nose. she giggled as I did that , which made me laugh too.

There was this soothing impact Aarya made on me. Her touch surprisingly rejuvenated me, vanishing my all worries and pain with her one single soft touch.

After exhausting day at hospital all I wanna do was come back home and hold Aryaa .. I work in hospital as an nurse , I see patients , if doctor is not available I run tests ..and sometimes I get chance to help doctor in operation theatre ..I do this job cause I love it ,and another advantage of this job is that if whenever Aryaa feel neaseous or feels sick .. I get free health checkup for her from my doctors.

doctors love me as they find me a lot helpful ..which I love too ..

I held her tenderly in my hands , started to rock my hand slowly to comfort her.

After lexi's ,i don't even know how to say this, death .

theses 5 month had been very difficult for me , upbringing Aryaa without my partner had really got me on my nerves ..but thanks to mom who always stood before me to lend me a helping hand ...

'' here's your dinner Jackson . couldn't got time to do a lot cause little Aryaa was constantly doing her mischief ... bad bad girl .. '' Mother mischievously scold her ..

'' give her to me ..! '' as mom took her from my hands .... Aryaa didn't  like it but I have to give her to mom , I was so hungry by the time . running hospital ,checking on patient isn't a easy work ..

'' Mom thank you again to see after Aryaa ... I m really sorry to cause you this trouble .. I know you have to get going now cause dad should be waiting for you ..'' I said.

'' Ohh don't worry about your dad , he cause me more trouble than my little princess ... and I love to be caused by this trouble .. '' she give kiss on Aryaa's cheek as Aryaa shows her disapproval for that ...

After placing Aryaa in her cribe gently , I breath out relieved sigh .. the room was colored in light pink and purple as Lexie wanted it to be for her daughter. I make light slightly dim so Aryaa couldn't freak out when she will woke up at night if abruptly with hunger ... I leave room slowly making no sound cause I hardly could make her fall to sleep , sometimes she really becomes so stubborn . this is what she inherited from her mother besides her good look .. Lexie was so stubborn girl , if she wanted something she wanted it so badly ..

I let Aryaa's room door slightly ajar in case if she cries, then I could know .. I walked into my bedroom dive on my bed so desperately .. just felt like I needed it from so long tiring day .. I looked at ceiling .. started to think about Lexie ..

'' I want this one for my little baby ..'' said lexie to me picking up pink child dress and showing it to me ..

'' But its pink .. its for girls ..'' I said to her raising my eyebrow ..

'' I know .. that why I m taking this one .. look at the flower picture on it , it so cute , I am buying this ...'' she exclaimed in excitement.

'' but this is for girls.'' I was confused cause I didn't know the sex of our baby yet.

"I dont get it, what are you implying? " I said with clouds of confusion.

Lexie wrinkled her nose  '' We are going to have a baby girl ..'' her face broke into joyful state. Her eyes lit with excitement.

'' but how do you know .. its just been only 3 months ..'' I confused again at her statement.

'' dumbo .. last time when I went for checkup in clinic , they confirmed that its girl , we are having a girl '' she cheered.

''What wow ..!'' I jumped up in happiness.the news was so out of blue. I was so happy to hear that we are having a baby girl .. I leaned forward to gave her a big hug.

'' don't squeeze me too tight .. you might hurt the baby ..'' she warned.

'' Oops sorry ...'' I apologized .. '' sorry princess ..'' I placed my hand on her belly ..

'' Why didn't you tell me that we are having a girl ..? '' I demanded for explanation.

'' cause I wanted to see your surprise face.like now !' she raised her eyebrows giving me a big teeth showing smile ..

'' Yes I m surprised .. '' I again hugged her .. she again warned me with her eyes to not to squeeze her tight .. '' sorry .. by the way what about this ..'' I showed her another pink dress with baby design on it ..

'' its great .. '' she made face in approval .

'' we are having a baby .. ! '' I said again couldn't believe what she had just said to me .

'' Yes we are ..! '' as she leaned forward to gave a kiss on my lips ..

I moved my fingers from my lips gently , closing my eyes letting me feel the touch of her tender soft lips .. ' I miss you lex , I miss you.please come back ' tear rolled down from back of my eyes ..I picked up the photo of lexie and me . I gently moved my fingers on her side of picture .. ' Again I managed to pass one more of exhausting day without you ... miss you honey ..and one more thing, do you know ? she is stubborn like you ..' I laughed to the photo as of like I said it more to myself.

Suddenly I felt something going Around me ,the wind was unusual. Some ghost like feeling started to linger around me in the unseen. I felt like Lexie was in this room right now with me  , sitting beside me laughing with me as I commented.

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