Single DAD

Promise me ..

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'' AHHHH. OHH MY GOD .. '' Lexi whine in labor pain ..she was lying on bed of hospital , doctor were taking her to emergency delivery O.R . .. we rushed her into the elevator ..

'' Everything will be Alright lex ..keep yourself strong..! '' I tried to console her in that hard time fully aware that she had some major complications during her pregnancy ... I was doomed , I was terrified , I was afraid to losing her .... the fear clearly visible on my face ...

'' Jackson don't worry. We will do whatever it takes to save baby and her mother ... don't worry ...'' Said Doctor Amanda on the way of O.R.

'' Ahhh oh god . I cant take this pain .. anynore '' Lexie  whine loud again ... I wasn't able to see her in that Pain , she was looking so vulnerable and exhausted.... she wasn't able to breath freely .. I wasn't in the state of looking at her in that pain .. it killed me to see her in that death pain ...

'' Breath slowly ! slowly Lexie ...we are alomost there ..'' Doctor tried comfort her ...

Lifts door opened and we reached to the O.R. but before doctor took her into that Room ... Lexie stopped us abruptly... I couldn't understand why ..?

'' please stop I want to tell Jackson something ..'' she said fighting with her breathing ... she was sweating and I could see that fear in her face of leaving me ...

'' What ..?" " I look to her amazed

" no you need to go lexie you cant stop.. doctor please don't ..'' I looked at lexie and then at doctor ,indicating them to take her in ...

'' No .. not before I tell you something ..'' she demanded striving to speak clearly..

'' Jackson hold my hand...'' she insisted .. so I gave my hand to her ..I squeeze very tightly ... '' Promise me that whatever happens to me you will raise our baby no matter what ...'' she gasped hard ..'' If I die you will not give up on our baby girl .. promise me to give her the life we had planned , we had intended ...ahhhh  '' she whined .. '' We , we had intended to give her ... promise me that you will love her , promise me you will raise her as good girl, Promise me you will keep her safe ,promise me  ...'' she finished ..hardly able say anything very clear .. tears started to roll down from her eyes ..

'' Nothing is going to happen to you , your going to be alright ,you are going to be fine , we are going to raise our baby together as we intended ... you are not going to die ..'' my lips trembled ..they strive to keep her stay on hopes ..

she gulped .. she tried to hold her tears but they were keep streaming like river , she knew , I knew that it was our last goodbye , but we weren't ready to say goodbye each others. I wasn't ready to leave her and say goodbye .. all the words just stuck in my throat , I couldn't even say goodbye cause I never wanted to say it ..cause I had that blind faith on my love that she would not leave me ..

'' we need to go .. we cant be any late she needs surgery ...! '' doctor said with serious tone , analysing the situation ..

'' Stay strong .. I love you so much and you are going to be just fine  ...! ''my lips trembled, my heart felt so much weighted.... I leaned forward to give her  long kiss ...Perhaps our last..? 

'' I love you too ..'' she smiled weakly as we separated from our kiss .

My heart burned up to flares ,fast beating heart was about to torn up my chest and get out of my body ...I tried to keep my heart reinforced but ultimately I broke down , I stood their hoping she would come back , but she didn't ... and that was the last time I saw her smiling ...

'' jack what are you thinking honey ..'' Mom placed her hand on my back gently ...

'' Nothing ..? '' I slightly wipe away the tears which unknowingly escaped from my eyes ..

'' I know from what crisis you are going through ...I know that your hurt and you miss her ..'' she said with sympathetic voice as she sat down beside me on another chair .. she placed her hand genuinely on my hand ..

'' Mom why universe did this to me , why it took her brutally from me ..'' I said with bitter words .

'' Its not universe , it just our fate ... she was intended to meet you , you were meant to fall in love, it was just the fate ...everyone fate is written ... her time on the earth ended so she had to go ...'' Mom tried to explain .

'' But I didn't wanted to leave her so soon .. we had planned to spend our rest of life together ...she didn't supposed to leave my hand in middle of journey ..'' I frown in tearful eyes ..

'' I don't know the exact answer honey .. I don't know .. '' her voice lower down ...suddenly Aryaa's crying sound interrupted our sensitive intense talk ..I stood up to take her but mom stopped me grasping my hand ..

'' I will take her ...! '' she smiled weakly ...

Mom brought out Aryaa rocking her to stop crying ... when she saw me she leaned forward to come onto my lap ..

'' Aryaa Carefully ... princess .. '' I scold her softly as I took her on my lap ..

'' I will get you , your breakfast ..'' mother smiled and went to kitchen to brought my breakfast .. I called mom earlier cause I have to go to hospital early today .. so I woke up at 6:30 pm and did my all shores without making any sound .. Aryaa just woke up so she was playing on my lap ..

'' here's your pan cakes with extra chocolate on it ..'' she placed my delicious food before me ...I started to feel more hungry as I saw those pan cakes before me ... Aryaa was also wanted those pan cakes ..

'' Ah no no .. those are hot Aryaa ..'' mom said from kitchen ..She looked at her irrelevantly and again tried to stretch her hands to get those pan cakes .. I cant understand it , cause my mom is the best cook in the world ... it reminds me of Lexie .. she was horrible at making pan cakes ... why pan cakes ? she was horrible at making every specific food ...she didn't even know how to toast breads .. how funny .. I giggled to myself as I remembered that , those memories are only one which I have stored very securely in my core ..

Aryaa looked at my face confusingly and she also joined me in giggle ..

'' Whats going on here ..? '' Mom asked us as she approached at table .. placing down glass of juice beside me and shaking Aryaa's milk ....

'' Come here Aryaa let daddy have his breakfast ... '' Mom took her from my lap ... holding her in her right hand ... Aryaa showed her disapproval as Mom took her , I knew she wanted to eat what I was eating .. but still she was small , I cant take risk with her ...

'' Here's your milk ....'' Mom forward bottle of milk to her mouth ... but she was constantly refused to drank milk ..mom was trying to put the nipple of bottle in her mouth but she was shaking her head here and there .. so I stood up from my half eaten breakfast to see what was wrong with her ..?

'' Aryaa come here my baby ... what happened ..?  why are you not drinking milk ..'' I took her from mom's hand and also took the bottle of milk .. suddenly she urged for drink milk ... that was weird though ..

'' what is wrong with me .. don't you love grandma ..? '' Mom frown and made sad face to her ...

She nodded head to no deliberately .... as me and Mom broke down in fits of laugh on her mischief ...

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So how was the chapter.. I know its small .. but I will write next chapter big if I get comments and votes .. thanks for reading ..!