The next morning was the same old thing.
I'll get up go to the bathroom
Put on my same old plain clothes
Greet my parents
Grab a quick breakfast
And go to school
The only difference was that I really didn't want to go to school today.
After my encounter with James I've been thinking and asking myself.
What would've happened if I didn't say stop🤔
I didn't even want to know what would happen if my mom and dad find out I lost my virginity to the bad boy of the school.
I would be dead
Ring ring
I was brought out of my thoughts when the bell rang,it was now lunch time.woohoo
Now I can go sit with my friends and gossip about boys and talk shit about girls.
I went in the lunch room and speed walked to a far away bench by a tree.
I sat there and grabbed my sandwich from my bag. I took out my earphones and iPod and started listening to one direction.
I sat there alone.
But it would've been great if I did have friends to talk to, but I rather be on my own.
"May I have a seat"
"Um no"
They sat down anyway.
Oh hell no they did just ignore my answer like that.
" who tf you think you ar.."
I looked up only to find the one and only
James😐
"Woah watch the language brunette"
I rolled my eyes
"What do you want"
"I want to sit down here"
"Ok so I'll leave"
I grabbed my bag and started packing when he grabbed my wrist hard.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm leaving"
"Why?"
"Because I want to be Alone"
"Nope can't do "
I glared at him hard, but eventually gave up.
I sat down and turned my music all the way up.
"Hm one direction, you do seem like a girl that would be into those type of songs"
I rolled my eyes and turned around so I was facing him.
"What type of songs are you into?"
" rock r&b hip hop"
"Wow" I said almost laughing
"What a boy can't have a soft spot"
"Bad boys can't have a soft spot and your pretty much known as the schools bad boy"
"Really is that why they always stare at me when I enter the hallway?" He says grinning
I nodded my head and put my earphones back on.
He took my earphones off and I glared at him.
"Do you sing?"
The question took me by surprise.
"Um at least I think I can sing😂"
"Sing" he said
" no way" I chuckled
"Sing please"
Hm James the bad boy is begging for me to sing.interesting.
I rolled my eyes but prepared my self to sing anyway.
" I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why, every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside,I don't wanna hurt him anymore , I don't wanna take away his life, I don't wanna be a murderer"
I breathed in and sighed.
I opened my eyes and James expression said it all.
I was a terrible singer
"Guess I should stick to dancing" I sighed
"You dance?"
"Yup" I said popping the p
"You'll have to give me a lap dance some day" he smirked "and you are a ok singer, I mean compare to myself"
"You sing" I said holding the laughter that I had coming but fail nonetheless.
"Well at least I think I can sing" he laughed
His laugh was wonderful,the way his eyes lit up, the sound of his laugh was amazing too.
I wanted to hear it all the time.
"Sing for me" I smiled
" that would have to wait for another time brunette"
I was having a good time but the fact that he's a bad boy and slept with every girl in this school haunted me.
I will admit I was starting to hate him less, but I still hated him.
Ring ring
I quickly got up and packed my stuff I sped walk out to my next class.
I can hear him calling me.
But I don't stop maybe he just wanted to get in my pants, plus who knows how many other girls he calls brunette.
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