When we got home, we rushed upstairs to get change"We only have an hour and a half to get ready, so chop chop" Julie said
" Guys I don't even really feel like going to this party, James has a really bad reputation, and these parties don't end well" I stated
"Come on, it's gonna be fun, and you can make new friends while your there" julissa said
"Plus you need to let loose, your always on high alert of everything, and paranoid, this party is what you need to let the inner you out" Julie added
I grabbed the bag with the dress and went inside the closet to change
"Are you done?" Julie asked anxiousness radiant in her voice
"Almost" I said while zipping up the dress's zipper
I looked in the mirror and immediately felt self conscious about my body. I looked myself up and down noting all the flaws on my skin, all the fat noticeable in the thin dress. I gulped and felt my anxiety building up.
"Hey Janet, are you okay" julissa asked
" I don't think I can do this guys, I look terrible in this dress" I stated while panicking
"Uh we'll be the judge of that, now come out so we can see you" Julie said
I took a deep breath and walked out the closet.
"OMGGG, JANET WHY IS YOUR BODY SO DAMN PERFECT" julissa screamed
"James is totally going to be all over you at the party" Julie added with a smirk
"that's exactly what I don't want, I'm trying to save myself a heartbreak and you guys seem to want to see me suffer" I said with a frown
" Relax I can tell that you and James are total opposites that are right for each other" julissa said with a grin
"Now lets do your hair and make up" Julie said
As they started working on my appearance I couldn't but think about what Julissa said, I know I can't fall but James might just literally be the death of me if he keeps getting close.
"All done" Julie and Julissa said in unison
I looked in the mirror and was in shock of what was in front of me.
My usual wavy hair that fell all down my back was in a high classic pony tail
Julie and Julissa also did a good job with the Smokey whole face make up, it makes my hazel eyes pop out more
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Changing Me
RomanceJanet is very good at hiding her trauma. She plays it off as shyness. When in reality she struggles trying to carry up being a normal girl. She has the perfect home, prefect family, so what is it that makes her feel all these dark feelings? Why does...