My Mysterious Co-Worker || Harry Styles

Ch35: Might have ruined everything

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Chapter 35: Might have ruined everything

 

Harry's POV

Holy shit Skylar is kissing me.

I feel her lips moving against mine while I still stay shocked and not moving. I finally manage to breath and close my eyes enjoying the feeling of her soft lips on mine. I gently put my hands on her cheeks and kiss her back.

All these sparks are running through out my body from the contact.

This is what I have wanted for so long. Even though I recently just realized that I have feelings for Skylar, this kiss makes me realize how much I longed for it. To feel her lips in sync with mine.

I feel Skylar's arms wrap around my neck bringing us closer.

The kiss is slow but passionate and sweet at the same time. I love this feeling. I don't want to pull away. The last time I have felt these fireworks was with Makayla.

Makayla.

I feel like I am betraying her. I am betraying Makayla.

I pull away from the kiss and put my hands back to my sides. I quickly scoot over, increasing the distance between us.

That kiss was so wrong but so right.

Yes, I loved that kiss. It was perfect. But at the same time I feel so guilty.

I slowly look up to meet Skylar's gaze. Fear and nervousness radiates off of her eyes from my reaction and expression.

"Sorry. That was a mistake." I quickly say.

No it wasn't, stop lying to yourself, Harry. My brain says back.

I watch Skylar's reaction and I could literally see her heart breaking. My heart shatters too from seeing that. I feel so bad. I am horrible. I am a horrible person.

I see tears starting to form in Skylar's eyes.

I have to get out of here.

I stand up from my spot besides Skylar on her bed and rush out the door without any of us saying another word. I hear a sob coming from Skylar's mouth as I am going down the stairs. I walk to the from of her door while breathing heavily and slip on my shoes before leaving her house. Once I shut the door behind me, I close my eyes.

Why did that kiss have to feel so perfect? Why do I have to feel guilty about doing it?

"I'm sorry, Makayla." I say under my breath before I start to feel my nose stinging.

I jog over to my car and hop in. I turn on the engine and quickly pull out and driving 3 houses down to park my car in my driveway. I jump out of my car and run inside my house.

"Harry mate, there you are." Liam says coming into view. "How's Skylar doing? Do you want some tea?" He asks, totally oblivious to my state right now.

While taking off my shoes, I answer Liam. "Yeah, a tea would be great right now." I say with no emotion in my voice.

I see Liam raise and eyebrow at me, now knowing that I have a problem, but doesn't say a word. He walks back into the kitchen and I follow after him. I take a seat at the table and Liam pours me a mug of boiling water with a tea bag already inside and hands it to me.