Back- A Niall Horan Fanfiction

Chapter 14

When I hear the click of the door signaling she's left, I loose it.

I can't stop the tears that pour down my face as the last 10 minutes sink in.

That all sorta blew up in my face.

I lost my only kinda friend here.

Besides Niall that is.

Well actually no scratch that.

Apparently I'm supposed to be staying away for him because I'm not good for him or something like that.

I get he's with Sarah. I really do.

I wanna respect that but I know it's gonna be hard.

As much as I hate to admit it when they were standing side by side with each other at the coffee shop they actually did look like a cute couple.

Maybe El is right.

Maybe I do need to move on.

Instead of pathetically holding on to the life I used to have here.

Resolved, I stand up and wipe the tears off my cheeks and pull my hair up and out of my face.

I need to pull my self together.

I cry too much.

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It's 5:00 pm and my dad still isn't home.

For a second I think about calling him but decide against it with the reasoning he'd be home soon.

I get up from my bed and walk downstairs to the kitchen.

I might as well get dinner started while I'm waiting.

Opening up the freshly stocked cabinets in search of food for the second time today, my eyes settle on a big box of angel hair noodles.

I know you're not supposed I eat to many carbs or something but I kind of just eat what I want.

It's no like I'm eating fast food everyday but I don't restrict myself when I'm hungry.

It doesn't quite result in the perfect tumblr girl body but hey, I'm happy.

Once the noodles are in the pot boiling, I start preparing the rest of the meal.

I'm done in a good 35 minutes and since my gather has still yet to make an appearance I serve myself and sit on the kitchen island to eat my dinner.

The whole house is quiet and the only thing I hear is the soft tick to king of the large clock on the wall.

Well isn't this depressing.

Once I'm finished, I rinse my dishes and load them in the washer.

Wow I've never realized how homely I am.

I'm gonna rock this college thing.

Bored and lonely, I decide to walk outside down to the beach.

I actually haven't been down to see it since we got here.

I slip on my shoes and walk out the back door, locking it and bringing my key with me.

As I step outside, the cool sea breeze air comforts me with its familiarity.

I walk down towards the shore and I an feel the sand in my flip flops.

The sunset tonight is absolutely gorgeous.

I sigh out loud, I wish it could stay like that forever.

As I'm walking, I start to hear a sort of thumping sound.