Stay blind and quiet,
Hope for a flame.
My hands froze at the worst time.
A rain drop froze in ice and scarred my life,
My heart's racing in a dark night,
The thoughts of your arms keep me bright.
Thinking how it should've been
And hoping to feel your breath.
Stay blind and quiet,
Wait for you to crawl back.
I can't let go your fingertips,
Your touch, your heart.
Stay blind and quiet,
Be a fool forever.
Your words tattooed on my skin
Trough veins they power my heart
Stay blind and quiet,
Chase until my last breath.
Doesn't matter for how long,
It's the thought that counts,
Still empty on a dark street,
Alone, tears, a night with fears.
My skin knows - blood later that night,
But your smile is in other girls eyes.
A love you won't see.
A thought you'll never hear.
But stay blind and quiet
And hope for a flame.
/Depression. October end. '15. ''We were best friends until i fell in love with you. ''
It was cold, dark and i fucking hate you but i still miss you. Fuck you.''
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Poetryhere's something that went through my mind a day a week a month a year ago. A never ending cycle of sadness, pain, lust and emotions but i'm still somehow sane.