L I VI N G

what went wrong down the line

And mentally i'm just fucking exhausted

No effort i've put has helped me to see that i lived way too wrong

And the edge of my thoughts reached on the other way

So i was basically living in a lie, an illusion

Again, i created

I'm in this loop of constant failure and sadness that i fight through and create again

And i can't figure out what went wrong down the line because i was supposed to hold my entire world in my hands and my body and mind on my own

And i just want peace and harmony, parallels that don't cross, yet they fit perfectly

And my blood cells are insane, they'll do anything to escape, and since the best way i've dealt with life was to live through a needle and hang to my sins, they only know how to destroy their own worth

So i'm mentally exhausted

And i am so far from sanity

Can i even come back