L I VI N G

hate you.

man

i hate you

i hate how you make me feel and how you flip my world upside down

fill me when i'm weak

fill in the parts i lost

make me feel things i never knew i could feel

i hate how you make me want you

so damn bad i'm not okay

not okay when you're not here

not okay when you forget

oh god and when you're not okay

i hate it

i hate how i'm addicted

and now i'm in a drought because i miss you

i miss hearing how badly i fuck you up

how bad i am to you for being bad to me

i hate how i don't have you

you don't need me

don't think of me

i want you to think

i want you to go crazy

i hate you

i hate you

so

so much

so

much

why

and how did you dare

get in and stay but leave

you stay but leave

i hate it

i hate that i'm recovering

because you see i am good

and no more taking care of me

i hate that i wasn't recovering

and you stopped being there

i hate you

who do you think you are

the most beautiful creature

and the fullest soul

the prettiest mind

and the strongest

the best thing i have seen in my life

so good that i can't function?

YES

I HATE

YOU

SO

MUCH

LOVE YOU

SO

MUCH