Part 3

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I walk off from the stage and see Louis standing and talking to Niall that walked off before me. Why does he have to be here right now? Why can´t he go home? Do I really want him to go home?... No…. Maybe not I want him to stay. I just don´t want him to talk to Niall. I should be me who he is talking to not Niall. Wait am I Harry Styles jealous of Niall? My best friend… No I can´t be jealous of my best friend. He isn´t even gay… And I am neither but I need that boy that stands in front of Niall.

-“You where amazing” A voice says and I look up and meet the blue eyes that I really like. There I said it I really like Louis Tomlinson’s eyes. They are beautiful. I never thought that someone could have more beautiful blue eyes than Niall… But this boy in front of me proves that I had wrong. His eyes are like the sky while Niall´s are like the ocean. So blue but still so beautiful.

-“Thanks” I say and smile a little. When I look at his eyes I feel like I am in heaven he is so beautiful. His hair falls perfectly and his smile is so beautiful.

-“It´s time to say goodbye to your friend boys, we have to go” Paul comes and tells us. I don´t wanna leave Louis.

Niall walks over to Paul and says something but I don´t really care what he says because my eyes are locked with the blue eyed boy that are standing in front of me. A smile is playing on his lips and I know that I have a smile on my lips to. He makes me feel things I never felt before and I don´t… I won´t leave him here and walk away I need him with me. I don´t know why I just know that I do.

-“Please come with us” I ask him and he smiles at me and nods. I take his hand in mine and I feel sparks fly. I walk after the other boys and I can feel their eyes on me. But honestly I don´t care I walk hand in hand with a boy that make me feel okay. That makes me feel normal… He makes me feel like I´m perfect… But I know I´m not perfect. But with him I am.

When we walk out from the building is the only thing I hear screams. Hundred of girls are screaming our name. But sometimes I even hear Louis name. How does they know him?.. Oh right his videos on YouTube I forgot.

We sit down in the car and I look out. I really just wish I could start over again and not do all the stupid things that I do.

-“So Louis tell me why did you start doing vlogs?” Niall ask Louis and I smile. I know that they think that I don´t listen but I do. I wanna know what make Louis do the thing he now loves.

-“I was bullied in school and I tried to find a way to escape without cutting because I was tired of making my sisters and mum disappointed. Then one day I did a twitcam and a girl… Not just any girl Angie… She told me to do vlogs because I was funny. So I looked up what vlogs was and did one. And look at me now” He says and I know he smiles. I don´t smile because the other don´t seems too heard but I heard he said he use to cut. He didn´t say it right out but that is what he means. Now when I think about it he has many bracelets on his arm.

Louis:

I look at the guys and hope they don´t realize that I just told them that I cut. They don´t seems to notice. But when my eyes meet Harry´s I know that he knows. He knows about the cuts under my bracelets.  I look down in my lap because I am ashamed over what I done to my body. I can feel the tears in my eyes but I won´t let them fall. Just when I realize that I am not going to hold them in a hand grabs mine. I look up and see that Harry is looking out. But on his lips a little smile is playing. I look down on our linked hands and can´t stop smiling. Harry Styles my crush is holding MY hand! Is this a dram?

The car stops and we are outside the boys’ hotel. Harry leads me in to the lobby and tells me to wait. I don´t know why but when I realize that he have to go on the toilet then I realize. But why does he want me to wait? The other boys have already gone up to the room that they are sharing… And why don´t he go there? So many questions but I can´t get an answer from no one else than Harry.

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