Something in the dark!(Larry Stylinson)✔️

Part 8

I hear shouts from Harry´s room and I don´t even wanna know what they are screaming about, I don´t the Harry that was before Louis to come back. No one liked him! We like this Harry, the real Harry. I don´t understand what´s so wrong with Harry being in love with Louis. But I really don´t know anything about modest. They have always been like a big black hole to me… I don´t know why really they just have.

-“I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT!!!”I hear Louis scream and before I can get closer to the door to hear better, he is out. He just run right out of the hotel like he never wants to come back. Maybe he never wants to come back. I know he really likes maybe even loves Harry… But maybe he knows that he can´t take it. I know that it´s better if he back off early than late. Because then Harry hasn´t fallen so hard… But I´m not so sure, I´m pretty sure he already is really deep. He is so deeply in love with Louis, he maybe don´t realize it himself but I can see it in his eyes. The way he looks at Louis is like Louis is his world, and who knows maybe Louis is the only one that can make Harry feel this way. I can see in his eyes that he cares for Louis more than anything.

I don´t think anymore about it because a crying Harry is coming out from the room. The tears are streaming down his face and it makes me really worried. I have never seen Harry cry. He don´t do it in front of people, he hates to show weakness. But here he is, in front of me with tears rolling down his cheeks and I can almost hear how his heart breaks. His eyes losing the color it has when he is with Louis. What did modest do to make him this way. He hasn´t been in there for so long and here he is with tears streaming down his face. I don´t know what to do!

Louis:

I call on a cab at the same time that I try to hide from all of the boys’ fans. They know who I am now because let us all say that Harry has been tweeting to me, I know he shouldn´t but he did and it made me feel like I was special. When his modest told me that I could only be with Harry if I promised to date a girl called Eleanor and take all my videos from YouTube down. I won´t do that. Never… YouTube is my place, it´s my safe place. I can´t live without all the people that have helped me so much. I can´t just let them down. Not even for Harry, I know that Harry knows this too. That is why he didn´t hate me.

I tell the driver to drive me to my aunt that lives in London. I don´t even know if she is home but I don´t really know any other place in London where I could go. She is my only hope right now. I try to hold my tears in but I can´t I honestly can´t. They fall down and I feel like shit. I don´t even know what I should do. I don´t want to talk to anyone and I don´t know who I would talk to if I wanted to talk to someone. I want to talk to Angie…. But not over the phone or Skype. I want to hug her I want her to hug me and tell me that everything is going to be okay. I want her to live in London or somewhere in the UK! I want to be in the same country as her. I want to meet my best friend just once. I just want to see her face. I wanna get to know her, not just over the phone. No I wanna get to know HER!! The real her all the things she does when she eats and stuff like that. Stuff you really don´t think of when people do it but you remember them because it´s that person who does it. I remember all the small things Harry does. I use to have that little sparkle in his eyes when he got it his way. I remember how he told me how he loved to get it his way. He loves to have right. That is one of the reasons why I always let him think he has right even when he doesn´t. I love to see that sparkle and the way he smiles when he is happy. Not like he smiles when he is with fans. No another happy! I love the happy he is when he is on stage or just doing something he just really loves.. Of course does he love his fans, it´s just that is a different kind of smile. He smiles a different kind. He is happy but in another way. I don´t really know it that makes any sense but it is just what it is. He is happy in different ways. And I love every way he is happy because it´s him.

The taxi driver slows down and I look around, I see the familiar street and smile a small smile. I haven´t been here sense I was 9 it was a while ago. I wonder if my aunt even knows me. She did come and visit once… But I was like 15 then. I just hope she believes me so I don´t have to take out my ID because that would be so awkward to show that to my aunt to show her that I really am me. But maybe she just knows it´s me because I look a lot like my mum. I actually do. My friends always made fun of me for that but I never really had a problem with looking like my mum. I am proud of my mum, she is my hero. She works so hard to keep us happy and that is what a real hero does. She does anything she can to make me happy. She is my hero and will always be. I don´t see her that often anymore because she is working almost every time I´m not she is a nurse she save life’s. I am proud of her even if I don´t say it to her that often. But I know that she knows that I am proud of her.

I pay the driver and walks out of the car. I look up on the big building and my inner half flips. I don´t know if this is the right thing to do. But I don´t really have the money to take a cab back to Harry´s to get my car. How can I be so stupid and forget my own fucking car?!

I take a deep breath before I walk up to the door. Okay so this is it?

Harry:

I look at Niall with tears in my eyes. I know that he can see how sad I am, I feel like shit. My heart is broken and I don´t know what to say because there is no words for the feelings that I´m feeling. I just feel like shit. It´s like something is missing. I know that something is missing… That something is Louis but we all know that he did the right thing to leave. I don´t want him in more trouble that he already am in. In don´t want to be the reason for him to be sad. I´m in love with him I would never want that for him.

I try to act strong but I know I can´t I want to for Louis but I can´t. Niall know what I am trying to do and I know he won´t let me go back to the way I was before. The other boys’ won´t let me either.  

I walk back in to my room and sees that William and Katy have left. THANKS GOD! I can´t stand them right now. I don´t know if I ever will see Louis again and I know if I don´t then it´s their fault. I really want to see him again! I don´t know what I would do if I don´t see him again. I would want to see him again just too hear him break up with me.. Okay maybe not but I would almost do that! Just to hear his voi…. Wait if I want to hear his voice why am I not just watching his videos!

I take out my laptop and goes in on YouTube. I really just need to see Louis face and hear him talk right now and this is the closest I will get so that is what I take right now!

-“HEEEELLOOOO EVERYONE!!! I know that I use to start in another way I am just doing this, this one time. Because I am so freaking happy!!! YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?! HARRY FREAKING STYLES JUST RETWEETED ME!!!”

I watch the date and sees that it is like one year ago. I don´t remember that. But of course I don´t remember that much from last year. It doesn´t take long before I am on twitter and looking through all my tweets from one year back. It isn´t before I see Louis face that I stop and watch the tweet.

Louis_Tomlinson:  DID YOU SEE THE BOYS TONIGHT! AMAZING!

I smile. I remember that day. We were playing out first gig in US and I remember the feeling of being there. I never tough that I would become so big!

My heart only beats for Louis and I don´t know why I even care about anything else. I should focus on getting him back… did I lose him?

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