I walk in to my aunt house with tears streaming down my face, I miss him so bad. I wish that I could turn back time and never gone to the concert... But I know that I don't really want that, it's just my sad that are talking right now. I want to be with Harry and that is what I want. I want to be with him without all the complicated things. I just need him he is my everything right now. He is everything I ever cared about.
My aunt knows about Harry and me and that is why she let me stay here as long as I need, she knows how it is to be in love with someone you can't be with. She was in love with this boy when she was younger and she really thought that he loved her back, but he only played with her heart. She was so in love with him that she couldn´t care less about what he did to her all she needed was him. I don't know how the story ends because my aunt always starts crying at that part so I don't know if she ever got over him, she say she has but I don't believe her, she is crying because of him.
-"Louis your mum is coming down" I hear my aunt say, I know that she was going to call my mum and tell her about whats going on, we can't hide those things in my family, maybe all I need is a little bit of mummy to get better, I need her to tell me that everything is going to be okay like when I was younger and got hurt.
My mum is my hero she saves me when I am down, she is always there for me and my sisters.
With a sigh I sit down on my bed, I don't need to be hurt if I don't want to... That is what I tell my self but I know that it's Bullshit! I am so hurt that I can't do anything, I am hurt because I can't be with the one I love and still do what I love. Harry knows that YouTube is my life, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for YouTube! It's my get away when I feel bad!
My phone rings and I look at the ID my heart stops when I see Harry's name, I haven't been talking to him but I know that this is my change to get to hear his voice, I need to hear his voice.
-"Hello..." I say in to the phone and my heart is breaking when I hear the sob from the other side.
-"Louis"I hear Harry's voice say, his voice is broken and I can feel how my own tears are starting to fall from my eyes, this boy is my everything and all I want to do is tell him how much I need him.
-"Harry.." I say and let a sob escape from my lips, I can't do this because I know how much I need him.
-"I love you" I hear him say and that make me cry like nothing else, why? why can't I be with him?
-"I love you Harry" I say and I can hear how he let a heartbreaking sob out from his lips, those lips that I just want to kiss so bad that I can't think.
Harry:
I don't know why I called him but I don't regret it, I needed to hear his voice I needed to. After I read his tweet my heart broke I just needed to be with him and only him, I don't know what I will do with myself because I am falling so hard for him and I can't be with him. I would never ask Louis to give up his YouTube for me, I love him and I know that YouTube to him is like singing for me. I would never hurt him that way.
Niall comes in to my room with a little smile on his face, I can see that he is trying to be happy for me but you can see how sad he is, his eyes is sad just like mine, I know he really liked Louis as a friend and now Modest won't let him see him, like they won't let me see him.
-"How are mate?" He asks with a smile, I can see that he is tired and that he trying to get me to talk to him.
-"I talked to Louis.." I say and smile a little smile, he loves me like I love him, Louis loves me.
-"You did? what did he say?" Niall ask with a small smile on his face.
-"He told me that he loves me" I answer and that make tears stream down my face, I have a smile on my face but the tears keep streaming. I love him and he loves me but we can't be together.
-"Have you been on Twitter?" He asks me and I shake my head. No I haven't not more that to look at Louis tweet. Niall gives me his phone and I can see whats trending world wide!
#LarryIsRealLove
#LarryStylinson
#DontLetLouisGoHarry
#IStandByLarry
#BringLouisToHarry
Louis and Harry
Frankie Fryer
Harry
Louis
I watch the trends and I click in to the #LarryStylinson trend and the first thing I see is a tweet.
@Larry5Ever: #LarryStylinson They are the perfect two together!
The list of tweets is long and I can´t stop a smile to form on my face. They love to think about me and Louis together!
Liam:
I look up on the man that stands in front of me, he has black hair and looks like he is really important. But I know that I am more important than him, he needs me and the other boys to be important. If we leave him then he would be a nobody. I don't use to think like this but now my best friend is a mess and it's thanks to this man!
-"Mr. Payne I know what you are thinking but you don't understand how bad it would be if Harry told the world that he was gay." He told me and I look up at him.
-"What do you mean was? he is gay and he is in love, I won't sit down and watch you ruin him like he was nothing. Do you see what you are doing to him?" I ask and he just smile.
-"He will be okay" He says and I realize that he don't see whats going on.
-"Have you seen him? HE IS A MESS AND HE IS SINKING IN TO DEPRESSION AND DON'T EAT!!!! HE IS SLOWLY DYING!" I scream, it's no lie that Harry is sinking in to depression and stops eating. He is going to die if he keeps up with this. And even if they get him to eat then he probably just end it all.
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