“Don’t cry love, it breaks my heart.” Harry says and looks right in to my eyes, I can see that he is close to crying to and that makes me only cry more. He pulls me in to his arms and I can’t help the smile that comes to my face, I feel so safe in his arms.
“I love you so much Louis and I will call you every single day.” He says and I nod against his chest and he leaves kisses on my head, he is so adorable.
“I love you more Harry” I say and let the tears fall from my eyes, I hate saying goodbye, because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.
“I will see you soon I promise.” Harry says and he gives me one last kiss before he walks back to his car.
“I love you so much Louis!” He says loud before starting the car and driving away. I watch after the car with tears in my eyes, I just want to hide under the cover and never come out again, but I know that stuff doesn’t work like that… I have a job to go to, or at least I think I have, who knows I haven’t been there in two weeks so I am probably fired which is sad because that would probably just add one more thing to reasons why Louis is a fail in life.
When I get in to my apartment I realize that Stan is out and that I am all alone, well I am pretty sure that is a good thing because I honestly don’t think I can handle crying in front of someone else than Harry today.
I walks in to my room and the first thing I notice is my video camera and I can´t help but smile, I remember sitting on my bed fangboying over Harry just a few weeks ago, now I don’t even see him as Harry Styles the pop star, no I see him as Harry the most sweet person who walked this planet and who can make me happy by just looking at me like I means everything to him.
I sit down on my bed and start the camera, Harry has told the world about us so why can’t I?
“Hello” I start and I can feel how awkward I am because I am sitting in one of Harry’s to big shirts and my hair is a mess…. And you can pretty much see that I have been crying.
“So I am home…. Harry just left for tour and I am pretty sad about that because I miss him so much, you can’t even understand how much I miss him.” I start and smiles a little because damn that sounded pathetic why would I even put that on the internet.
I walk over to the video camera and put it off, why would I even do that.
I walk over to the kitchen and takes out some leftover pizza that we have, I wonder when Stan ate pizza because he has a hobbit of just leaving stuff until it starts to stink. Hopefully it was close to today because I do not want to get sick.
Harry:
Imagine the freaking anger everyone had for me on modest when I walked in to the tour bus, they really love me. I smile when I see the boys and they are giving me big smiles back, I know that they are happy for me and I am so happy because I am back bitches.
“STYLES WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?!” I hear a voice scream, I turn around and see Will standing there with a really angry face, he isn´t happy with me that’s for sure.
“Well right now I am standing, I thought that was okay but if you want I can sit down.” I say and smile a little, yes I did just say that just to piss him off because why wouldn´t I? I am Harry Styles I do whatever I fucking want like Sleeping with Sirens.
“Don’t play smart with me.” He says and looks angry at me, oh come on what the fuck dude you asked.
“You can’t come out without asking us first!” He says in a really loud voice and I honestly don’t know what the fuck he has with me coming out to do! Like come on it’s my fucking life not his.
“What the fuck do you have with me coming out? Isn’t this something I am going to do when I feel like it? You honestly sicken me because you think that someone is less worth than you. WAKE UP IT’S 2014 IT’S NOT 1980 ANYMORE!” I say angrily and walks over to the boys without listening to his replay because it’s probably some fucking bullshit that I don’t give a flying fuck about so why the fuck should I stand and listen to his fuckery?
“Hello how was your two weeks with Louis?” Niall asks me when I sit down beside Zayn. He is cuddling together with Liam and for the first time in forever I honestly feel like they are really adorable together, because damn they are.
“It was amazing, we didn’t do much but just being there with him makes stuff so much better.” I say and smile a big smile. They give smiles back and I honestly feel okay when they do that, because it feels like they don’t see me as a big fucking asshole anymore, even if they should because that is honestly all I ever be, but still it feels great not being a big fucking asshole for once.
“We are so happy for you Harry.” Liam says and the other two nods and agrees they really are the best, and it makes me feel bad for all those mean things I have done to them, why was I so mean?
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