Part 15

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I look at him and all I see is pain, the way his eyes doesn’t light up anymore when he calls me on Skype, I miss it, I miss those beautiful eyes smiling at me. I miss him.

It has been a week and it’s only one more week until I can see him again, but I know that it’s hard for him, and that is when I wonder what will happen when we go on the US tour and I won’t be home for two months, we won’t be able to talk that much because of the time different, I honestly don’t know what will happen.

“I miss you so much Harry, it hurts so bad not being able to kiss you or hold you.” He says and I can see the tears that almost falling from his eyes, how did he become so sad? I don’t know but I know that I feel the same way and that missing him is slowly killing me.

“I miss you too baby” I say and blow him kisses and he looks even sadder.

We talk for a while and then he has to go, I hate saying goodbye because it always makes me so sad.

“I wrote you a song… but I want you to listen to it when you really really miss me.” I say and send the file with the song. He smiles a little and we say goodbye. I end the call and look at my computer it’s always so sad seeing his smiling picture and not him there moving like he is supposed to.

Louis:

I haven’t talked to Harry in 3 days and I miss him like crazy, but I know that he is busy and that he doesn’t really have time. He is always so tired when he has time and I am almost always asleep when he as time.

I click on the file he send me and a smile comes up on my face when I see him standing in the studio in front of the microphone. On the screen it comes up a text where it says don’t let me go - Harry Styles.

I listen to how beautiful he sings the lyrics and I can’t help but smile, I miss him so much. I love him so much.

After watching the video and listening to the song I have tears streaming down my face but I really don’t care because honestly all I care about is that in 4 days will I see that beautiful human again, only 4 more days until I can have him here with me again.

I pick up my video camera and put it in place. I start and sit down on my bed and look in to the camera with a small smile.

“Hello internet it’s Louis. I just wanted to tell you all a story about this boy who fell in love.” I say and smile a little at the camera, honestly I don’t know what I am doing but it feels so right, I don’t even know if I ever will upload this video I just know that I need to make it.

“Okay so it started with this boy who loved this band….” I start telling them my story and I smile and cry at some points, I tell them everything…. Almost everything because I don’t think that Harry would be okay with me telling the world about how much of an asshole his management is….

“The night before they had to go home they made love for the first time… “ I say and blush a little, I don’t know why I told them that I just know that it feels amazing just talking about how I met Harry and how I feel about Harry.

“And then the boy listened to the song and fell even more in love with him.” I end the story and smiles, I have tears falling from my eyes but my smile looks more real that it has done in ages. I am so happy that I just could sit down and do that.

“I miss you Harry…. And I love you” I say before ending the video. I don’t ask for thumbs up or saying bye… because I didn’t do this video for them… I did it because Harry is what I want and I want to tell the world about how much I love him.

I don’t edit the video, I just upload it because I know that I need to do this. I smile and log in on twitter. I don’t tweet about the video because I don’t see why I should because it’s mostly for Harry to see… and the world.

 

@Louis_Tomlinson: Twitcam in 10 minutes be ready

 

I smile. I haven’t done a twitcam in forever and it feels like I need to do this for my fans because I haven’t done anything really for them in so long time.

Harry:

I sit and wait for the interview to start when I see that Louis has tweeted about how he is doing a twitcam. I see that he is live now and I smile. I just need to see him doing what he loves.

I put the laptop in to the TV so I can see him on the big screen. I smile when I see him, he is so beautiful.

To My baby:  You look really beautiful today, even with that bad webcam of yours!

I see how he take up his phone and blushes.

“Hello Harry” He says and I can see how all the fans is freaking out because I am watching him, it’s adorable how hard some of the fans ships up, like Larry Stylinson is the fucking shit right now.

I see how everyone is telling Louis to call me but he doesn’t see it because he is showing everyone his room… So I am the nice person and call him.

He looks so surprised but he picks up.

“Harry?” He says with a little smile and damn the comments is freaking out.

“Hi baby.” I say and I see how the other lads is walking in to the dressing room. I know that I don’t have more than 10 minutes to talk to Louis, but damn he looks so happy while walking around the room with me on speaker phone. He talks to me while he talks to his fans and I love the smile he has on his face.

It’s like he is happy again… My Louis is finally back and that is all I ever want.

“I need to go love, but I will see you in a few days.” I say and I can see how he looks disappointed but I know that he understands.

“Okay. I love you I will see you soon.” He says and I smile at him.

“I love you Louis see you soon” I say and he blows a kiss to the camera and I know that it’s meant for me. We hang up and I leave the twitcam. Just a few more days and I can hold him in my arms again… I can’t wait. 

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