Something in the dark!(Larry Stylinson)✔️

Part 9

I walked around in my apartment and let the tears stream down my face, I haven´t heard anything from Louis and my heart is slowly dying. I can´t lose him I love him.

-"How are you Harry?" I have heard Liam ask me that more than a million times already. I hate that he can´t leave me alone, I know that he only wants the best for me but all I want is to be left alone, I don´t need anyone more than Louis, Not now, Not ever! I would do almost anything to be with Louis again, I know it sounds crazy but its true.

-"I´m Fine" and like always that is a lie, I'm not fine I am dying inside, I don´t know how long I will live if I keep up this way. I haven´t eaten in days and I have gone back to my old hobbits, I am drinking and smoking again. I know that I shouldn't but I can´t help it I need Louis to keep me from being bad.

-"We have a interview in two hours Harry!" I hear Niall say, I know he is sad that I have gone back to my old self again. He knows what Louis is doing to me.

I look at the clock and smile, two hours that gives me one hour to get piss drunk. I know that modest will hate me but what can I say I don´t really care.

I drink a whole bottle of vodka and my head is spinning. I walk over to the computer and the first thing I see is that Louis has posted a new video. I click on it because that is the only way to hear his voice.

-"Hello... I´m Louis Tomlinson... I haven´t been doing this in a while and I am sorry. I probably won´t be doing this in a while because I am not the best me that I could. But here is a cover of skinny love." Louis sit down on the chair and starts playing the piano.

Come on skinny love, just last the year

Pour a little salt, we were never here

My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my

I break down I can´t take it, he is crying and I am crying. The tears are streaming down my face. Louis voice break on some points but that only makes it more beautiful. I am so in love with that boy that my heart is falling in my chest by just looking at how broken he is.

-"Harry it's time to go" I hear Zayn say, I look at the clock and sees that he is right it's time to go... But I don't want to, I don't want to go do an interview. If i am going anywhere then it is where Louis si or where i can be happy... And there is only two things that I can do, one find Louis... and two end it all, end the pain end everything. But I can't do that. Louis would hate me and I don´t even care if I'm dead or not I can´t take that Louis hates me.

With a sigh I stand up and my head is spinning round and round. I do now remember the bottle of vodka that I had, maybe not my best chose but I know I will need it now because my heart is broken.

I walk with really bad balance out to the boys, I know that they can see that I am drunk but they don´t say anything because they know that my mood isn't the best.

-"Harry did you drink?" Paul ask me with I walk in to the car, I only smile and sit down, I don't need his bullshit right now. I know that he thinks that he knows whats best for me but honestly he sucks. I don´t care what he thinks I need my Louis to be me and if he won´t let me have him then I don´t like him.

Louis:

I sit in front of the tv and watch the boys go on the interview, I know that I shouldn't do this to myself but I need to see him I need to know that he is okay. I know that this probably will be the only way to be with Harry. He on interviews and me in my sofa and watching him.

I want things to be different but sometimes you can't change what is.

-hello boys!" Harry smiles and he sits down beside the other boys. The other boys try to make the interviewer to stop asking Harry things because he is really drunk.

-"So tell me how is it with the love life." That is when Harry break down, he starts to cry in live TV he starts to sob really bad. He can't do it anymore.

-"I love you" He says...

I watch the TV and realize that he said that he loved me, I know he is talking about me because I can feel it I feel it in my heart. I wish life was different so bad.

@Louis_Tomlinson: If only life was different! xx I love you more than anything!

I watch my tweet before I tweet it. soon all my followers starts to ask whats wrong and I just try to ignore it because I can't take it. I just need Harry to know that I love him, because I do I really do... If only life was fair...

I take a deep breath before I walk out of my aunts house. I couldn't leave London I just couldn't. I know that I probably should but I can't just leave Harry I need to be in the same city as him.

I walk down the streets of London when I see a group of girls , they can't be older than 15 and already smoking. I should be doing anything but I can't I don't have the energy to tell them about how bad it is to smoke. I would if I was myself but I'm not myself anymore, without Harry I'm not me.

I wonder if Harry feels the same?

I walk the empty streets and let the tear roll down my cheeks I feel the emptiness in my hear grow bigger for every step I take. I don't know how much more I can take. I'm going crazy I'm going crazy without Harry.

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