Obsession

chapter 1: the first time i saw you...

"Hey Aaron! Over here." My friend Jason yelled out to me as i walked there way. "We're gonna be handing out at Tracers house tonight for a movie wanna come?"

"Yeah definitely. I dont know where he lives though. I haven't really met him yet. Just heard he was the new kid from Britain."

"Thats okay. You can just ride with me." Eli said. "I have to drive past your place anyway."

"Thanks man. What time we doing this at?"

"Were gonna meet there around 6. Ill pick u up at 6:15."

"Okay see you all then." I said waving to my friends as i made my way out of school and then headed back home.

Jason, Eli, colton, Shane, and Justin had been my little group of emo friends since the beginning of highschool at song high (dont ask. It's a dumb name i know) in New York. I lived there my whole fucked up life, in the same crappy house, and with the same crappy family. I was pretty sure they all hated me. Because i am different. Not many people know about that though just a few of my friends.

A few of my friends that i lost shortly after.

So i didn't like telling many people anymore. I just keep it to myself. I only have a few friends right now. I don't want to loose all of them too.
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Once i got home i ran up the stairs before my mother could see me and start yelling. To late though.

"Aaron your late! What were you fucking doing. You know i have to go out to get groceries. Get you ass down here to watch these fucking kids." She yelled to me up in my room.

I moaned. Cause when she says she has to get groceries she means, im going to go fuck one of my boyfriends. Otherwise we might have groceries in our fridge from yesterday.

I stomped down the stairs, arms folded over my chest muttering to myself. "Im goin out at 6:30 tonight." I said as i got to the living room where she was putting all her "things" (as in mackup and such) into her purse.

"Well if I'm not home by then you better not leave all these brats here alone." She sneard at me.

"Maya's here. She's old enough to watch them." I snaped.

"Hey!" She slapped my arm. "Don't talk back to me like that."

"Well she is." I urged. I was going whether she wanted me to or not, there was no way i was staying in this hell hole all day and night.

She fumed looking at the time. "Fine." She said then walked out the house and left. I sighed in relief.

The kids were all plopped in front of the tv so i went back upstairs to do some homework.

My room was small and i had clothes lying on the floor because i didn't care to pick them up. My walls were full of posters mostly bands like Bring Me the Horizon, Asking Alexandria, and Bullet for My Valentine. Death metal was the only type of music i enjoyed listening to.

I had a few of Andy Black also, without a shirt on he was sexy hot. Almost made me jealous. Of the girls of course.

I plopped down on my bed, which was unmade, with my chemistry book. Once i started studying it only took me about fifteen minutes before i was bored out of my mind and distracted by everything.

So i got up and went back down the stairs to find something to eat, since i had skipped lunch at school today, and check on the kids.

They were still watching there movie quietly. Thank goodness i didnt feel like yelling at any of them today.

Once in the kitchen i made myself a turkey sandwich. I didn't like much of any meat besides turkey.

The rest of the day just dragged on and on untill finally i heard a honk outside the house. I ran to the window, it was Eli. "Alright Maya im leaving!" I yelled to her from the door. "You kids listen good to her." I said running out the door to Eli's black truck. It was a GMC pickup. He'd saved up for year to get it and had all the windows blacked out and the truck jacked up. It was his "baby" as he called it.

I got in and we drove away. "Aahh so nice to be out of that fucking house."

"Ha i bet. Got all them little kids running around and stuff. That would drive me nuts dude. Was your mom even there?"

I tsked. "Since when is she Ever there besides when I'm at school."

He shrugged. "True."

"So how far to, um...Tracers place?"

"Like ten, fifteen minutes. Its easy to get to. He's petty cool. Emo too."

"Sweet."

When we pulled into his drive my eyes went wide. His house was huge. It was two story high and very long in width. It was made of stone and had a little landscape infront of it. It was beautiful.

We hopped out of the truck and began walking to the door which had three marble steps. "Dude can u believe this place." Eli said amazed as i was. I just shook my head. Once at the door we rang the doorbell.

Immediately it was opened. A boy my age stood there. His straight black hair all brushed one way and hanging in his face. His blue eyes looked like they were glowing against the black of it. His skin was pail and had good complection. He. Was. Beautiful. Forget the house. Aaron fell in love the moment he saw him.

He was wearing black skinny jeans and a tight black shirt that said Pierce the Vail in white fancy lettering. His body was small but he still had good looking abbs. And he found himself staring.

"Hey Aaron, you coming in?" Eli asked after taking a few steps in and realizing i was not behind him.

"Uh, ya sorry." I said laughing nervously.

I walked into the house. Jason and Justin were already there along with Colton. The only one not there yet was Shane. Everyone was getting popcorn and other snacks ready for when we watched the movie.

"Tracer this is Aaron." Eli said introducing us.

"Hey man. Nice to meet you." He said his accent strong and gorgeous. He help out his hand. I took it in mine and i felt like i was melting.

"Nice to meet you too." I smiled. Then let go.