Obsession

chapter 10: nothing will ever be the same

(Writters pov)

Im going to be the school joke. He thought as he sat in his desk with his head down, hiding behind his black hair.

What's everyone going to think? Im sure there all going to come up with there own ideas.

Im still the new kid here. And now I'll probably just be another outcast. Made fun of for something that was out of my control.

I cant make Aaron not like me. I just can't like him back but no one will care about that.

He couldn't think about anything else but what was going to happen after this class, everyday he came to school, and once class was over he just wanted to get out. Out of the class, out of the school, out of America. He miss Britain. His old home. The weather, like fall most the year round. The way people talked there, the same as him. But it was the same at his old school. He was made fun of there to for being adopted, for being emo. So what did it really matter if he was here or there, either way it would be the same. In all reality he just wanted to get out of life.

"Hey look who it is everyone!" Tommy's voice loudly rang out from behind him. And suddenly he couldn't seem walk fast enough. "Lover boys crush. What'd you do Tracer? Break his heart? He loved you didn't you hear? But you just hung your head in embaresment. To ashamed to tell him you lovedhim back" He began laughing as did most of the peers standing around in the hallway.

He didn't say anything. Just kept moving. He couldn't stay in the school.

"Where ya going Brit? Gonna make up with lover boy. Or make out?"

Tracer clenched his teeth and his biting reply that he knew would only have a come back from Tommy and walked out of the school. Luckily Tommy didn't follow.

He raced home once out of eye shot of the school and ran straight to his room and locked the door before his mother could ask any questions about his early home coming.

He was angry and depressed. Life had never held anything good for him till he came and met a great group of people who soon became his close friends. But now...it was all starting to fall apart again. Him and Aaron weren't quite friends anymore, and now the school would most likely make fun of him for what happened, and he didn't even know what his friends would think of him now.

They might say it doesn't bother them but he doughted things would be the same as they were before. There would be an awkwardness now. He was sure of it.

He didn't want to go back to school the next day. But he knew he'd have to.