I've tried a countless number of times, but I can't keep a daily diary. Even if I have things to put into it everyday I can't make sure I write everyday.
Just like everything else I cannot keep a set schedule. I cannot do things daily. I have to be spontaneous. It annoys people. Just like everything about me. I don't have a good quality. I should just end it. Save the world the pain of my existence. But not now. I shall wait till the right time.
I have so many diary's that lie there never to be opened again. I have one on my phone but I don't use it like I should.
I guess I keep my darkest secrets too close to my heart.
