Oblivion, I guess thats something to think about. I have no idea why any of us bother thing though when no one really cares about our thoughts. But back to the topic at hand, it's not so much that I fear it, but more so want to fade into it. In all truth, I rather the small part of the world see's me as a mystery that disappeared, then a presence that is always there. I guess it's just a thought, but then again it might possibly be my future. Nobody knows what is going to happen(which has very well been established by the human race) so why couldn't my hope for being nothing more then an obscure memory be achieved. Also I am not completely sure I can accept the fact that I dhould care aboit my life. I don't care about it. There would be nothing I could do if I have a heart attack tomorrow, so why should I prepare for the future if I am not certain there is one for me. I have been debating in my head for the longest time if romantic love exist or not. I don't think it does. I have never been around 'love' that I can think of, actually there are a few people I know who actually in love, if it exist.
I think that's all I'm going to say tonight. Goodnight all. ~Er
