Fallen Angel

chapter 11

We drove silently not saying a word , i wanted to start a conversation but i had no way to start it.
Her hair was beautiful just looking at her made my body shiver

I felt sadness fill my heart when i thought how i had to leave a dead man alone but i was a demon we didn't have any feelings we didn't cry or feel pain a real man of steel.
those men are the reason why i left and came on to this ship i didn't like the way they run things the way they did things everything was wrong

All the days actions had made me tired and hungry i knew that i could last till the morning but i had to look out for jasmine she was my responsibility an her father told me to keep her safe and that's what i was going to do.

We had stopped at a motel, i booked a room for us in advanced i thought she would like it and i hope she would

It was late and i needed to sleep, i knew that jasmine had had a long day as well

I was not in the mood to fight but the way she snapped at me just got my blood boiling  the way she said no it was like her words triggered something inside me.

I just had enough, at that moment i just snapped and slammed the door not giving a damn  i passed a lamp poll that didn't have much light but it was enough to cast a dim shadow..  I could hear  jasmine shouting at she  followed me hoping to get my attention  but i kept on walking
I would not allow myself to let my rage take over me, i remember back in the day my rage was my worst enemy .. But now its a bit better  i have it "under control "

Moments later it was quite i wandered why jasmine was not behind me,  had she got lost or fallen somewhere it was dark and it had started to rain the rain drops fell hard on the roof of the motal  i sat on the bed my mind wandered it was dark and cold where was jasmine.

I opened the door and looked out into the parking lot still nothing but then i could see a figure it looked like a body or something
As i walked to wards it,  it looked more and more like jasmine from a walk i ran to her picked her up into my arms and ran with her into our apartment. 
Cold and wet it looked like she was not breathing i felt her neck for a pulse, it was faint but there  i was cold and wet but i carried her to our apartment, i lay her down
"Sorry jasmine" i though to myself
Undressing her cold body

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I lay in the bed next to jasmine her cold body was heating up just a bit.  My body made her warm and that was the most important thing  "jasmine i think I'm falling  in love with you,  and you don't even know it"

About an hour later my body got to hot then i got out the bed and sat in a chair across the room.

I was hoping and praying that she wouldn't know or find out about me been in her bed or even knowing that i was in love with  her it had only been a week that i had known her she was so cool to be around and i loved that about her the way she got angry,  i could never have done anything to hurt her

I could hear people talking out side,  it sounded more like arguing more then talking,  i looked at jasmine sleeping then i walked to door to see  if i could see anything but it was late and dark so it was useless to try..

How could i let this happen to me i was not ment to fall in love but i did and i was not ready for what was going to happen.....

Jasmine my love i want you to know that i love you more then the stars in the sky and no matter what i will stand by your side till the day i  die